sunrise of my first day equipped with my own camera.
baby in sleep.
my office and legend pc.
snow scene outside of the office window.
Friday, January 09, 2009
My first giga eyes from my first camer, Fuji Finepix s2000HD
sunrise of my first day equipped with my own camera.
baby in sleep.
my office and legend pc.
snow scene outside of the office window.
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
blessing gift of today
last night i again slept alone in bedroom while ema insisted to bring baby slept in the room future for baby and where the pc sits. this morning i dozed in office till 11 am, no reason for why i as so sleepy. the snow, likely the 6th in Qiqihar, northeastern China, started since the dawn, and now covered the ground throughly. after returning the office, i got a biggest ever bonus from my long time employer, of ￥6000, i at once informed ema, who just in her classroom monitoring a exam. then the guy on the facing desk entered and demanded my opinion about the bonus, and suggested i returned hometown with it, after i telling him i will do some most wanted buyings. that's all so nice, Dad, God, u see, how i can be the most catered and mosted beloved son of u. God, i in need of ur attending ever more eagerer to see my fate to slide into meeting with my beloved girls.
now i will launched to search for my gadgets i will buy with the bonus u offered. God, u don't know how i longing for change, while pitiful for the miserable persons i lived with so long, like ema. i can't live without my girls i appeal and preach so lengthy here on the web. i know u got the answer which can't not be the best of the world of reality.
yes, its a nice day, so auspicious, as i frequently sensed. i love white, i love bright. i love especially my dynasty, BRIGHT, or 明 in Chinese, in the title of light of God.
ok, bye. now i need some time to prepare my shopping list, which never so long.
the photo shot with my shabby cellphone, hopefully will be the last sight in unclear. the place just outside of dorms of QRRS, my long time employer of superficial.
Monday, January 05, 2009
a day of separation after last night blizzard
today the first day of separation after last night blizzard where i scorned baby and warned him the evil&danger of his mother's family, including his mother herself. i busy with my routine work all day. baby's mother absent at noon when i returned for lunch. baby also absent, while in the morning they lingered at home as ema told me previously she in break, and i ate remnant of porridge she cooked yesterday. i hated baby under expectation, but i more hated his mother and her family. evil never left the house of ema. i trust God let my baby turning to normal way, to be a honest and respectable man. God sees. he is in fact the God of mine, and i just do what i had to do to manifest to all around the house, those spies, and his mother's family, including herself. i need time to fine tune my baby for what i observed and learned of God's way. his mother and other evils just fear and attempted to block my due task to father my baby son, warren zhu, hope of China and the God of the universe. i do, i did, and i done well, i oath. its a sunny day today, which pacified me so much. i dozed all the morning in office, and dreamed losing of my baby, and contacting the woman (ema?) who gave birth of my baby and now lost her right eyes, trying to reborn my second baby son, to satisfy my deep sorrow and untouchable pains for my losing baby son. the woman likely not gifted and in miserable situation and under her new man's control, but she tried to satisfy me. i don't believe in the dream, i just felt the pains of losing my baby. but, after all, i think my burst last night is a rebirth both for my baby son and myself. in the past days we covered by too much dirty evils. and i believe in the sunshine and the sun right always on me and the Royal of mine. that's my review today. i look forward to live and forever live with my baby son, warren, for the oath i prayed to God when i in turbulence before last time fell into asylum to cure my hopelessness upon evils on my baby son in infancy, i will forever attending him, just like attending my passed grand Father. i look through all clouds for the day i see the right layout of my kingdom of China from my ancestor of glory centuries ago. dad, God, u see.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Thursday, January 01, 2009
2 bright days in connecting 2 years
hello, 2009!
today is the first day of 2009, and a big brightly sunny day, adjoined with last bright sunny day of Dec 31,2008. last night baby played game 'strike ball 3' i just got from p2p networks all night and lots of funs, and today they gathered in his mother's relative's home to lunch. all things went bright, except this morning i again felt the pain of lacking a camera of my own. that's a long time wish list of mine, i like shotting and blogging, but i don't equipped with a considerable satisfying camera for my work. i also want a smartphone, with which i can browse websites for mobiles, and check my email and adding new apps from download. but that seemingly too early for people within China like me, where iphone and G1 with google's mobile os likely both under negotiation with China telecoms to settle deal, to comply with China surveillance as well as the telecom's monopoly. but this day. or this beginning of the year, i especially felt sad, for years i can't afford to buy anything to celebrating the holiday. i still live in the standard just fitting for food, i can't afford to travel, to electric gadgets, to house, to budget a plan to improve my skill. i live and only living for hope, in the wanting. i was constrained for years here this pitfall, and likely had to wait to see my best beloved to gather around me to make fun, to make love, to make living and lives. God let me endure so long, i hope i can also entertain myself with gadgets, like camera, pmp, or game socks, or larger lcds, or even a notebook or netbook.
oh, yes, i still in seat and belt. i live for reclaiming my kingdom of my ancestor in glory, and i see closer and closer the horizon. i do need ur highlight attention, God.
ps: attached is photo shot yesterday with my poor cellphone camera, and today's sunny scene outside of ema's house with her also outdated camera.
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