i woke up at 8:04 am and got up at 10:21 am.last night was not so peaceful for me.but i slept sound as usual.in morning dog still biting and i had to urined once.i dreamed my college girlfriend whose family name is liu,and left me after 1 year when we r sophermore.i dreamed she showed me her shot of movie of my being mad in unversity.so i was told even when i was mad in my 20s'.after dream i found its wrong.i was sound in my 20s'.another alumni,wenxiong(civil male) appeared in my dream and tried to relate she and me.she gave me and wangbin(king's army),a guy from northeast of china,her notes to show her fondness.after woke up and meandered in the room i doubting if i was forced to dream this by the neighbor hooligans,i always guessed one of them should under family name of liu.lius now phenotype in nowaday china,after their sibs of liushaoqi,the ccp's adhesive and kkb's(i mean secret security force) head and died after torture.they appeared among the obvious higher social ladder.
i likely had not more to utter.silence covers me with due peace when i was alone.u can enjoy ur peace so far,but only with me u can find final peace.i hope ur hair's wave can touch me sooner and i will taste ur lips with ice cold.i love u.kiss u with bright.bye.
btw,post entitled 'sunny morning,gloomy afternoon' posted Nov 29 there is a line reads:'last night in a dream my worry of my blogs was hijacked by dog was replied,i dreamed in a school or someplace in very haste i tried to test if my blogs' pages returned to me in internet cafes was from a faked website cocted by cops and redirected.' in which 'cocted' should be 'concocted'.'faked' better replaced with 'forged'.i mean cop hijacking domain of world into its cheating domain,just like many internet criminal categoried in title of 'fishing' in chinese.however criminal can only cheating user with familiar domain but in fact different domain while dog can hijacked ur page requests and returned u fake page.
another line within the post reads 'its the last day of our monthly deposit and i was told i was left one day to deposit duely otherwise missing one compensating two month.'i quite sometimes think in chinglish,so here 'compensating' should be 'penalized'.the bank ruled missing a month due deposit of fix term saving and withdraw wholesome,u had to deposit one more month to get the due profits.i guess.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
propitious night
i returned to my baby's mother's home after posted in the cafe i first
time visited.my gmail was blocked to composite email two days even i
can see its interface.when click on compositing email it popups err
messages.that's dog's show.on the way a cop car passed by me and i
know its really that all the cafe was under dog's surveilance.my baby
welcome my return and immediately asked for my caress.he played with
tapwater all the time before we went out to receive his mother.the old
woman aside urged us not to play with water for sometimes and using
her will to force me think the way of religion and god.my baby lately
also asked to play with cooking utility and i demonstrated him using
knife to slice cabbage.he refused to go out to receive his mother but
i in a haste put him up.on the way he let me haunted on the cross of
the road for some time,then he fell into sleep near the school.we
entered the school yard till saw his mother near the entrance of the
teaching building.at dinner i again full filled.i inquired the price
of apple and in doubt if i can take an apple with me.i left but
returned for forgeting fetching mags his mother needn't any more,and
his mother offered an apple for me with the mags.
dog even hacked files on my udisk.i had a larger udisk from my baby's
wife's mp3 player,which had not a writeproof lock buttom and torpark
on it failed to open any google sites and livejournal.com.but with
torpack from my writeproof udisk i surfed swiftly.they hacked me
recently heavily just before i was ready to logout.they let me paid
more by forcing the web responded slowly to my logout.they succeeded
for 3 or 4 times when i surfed in the cafe charges according half of
an hour as a unit.last night i almost lost temper and complained it to
my baby's mother when she buzzed in for daily bless,saying dog now
descends to hooligan behavior.she let me shut up and i did.with dog,u
can't expect any humanity.
bye.i love u.kiss u with moonlight.
time visited.my gmail was blocked to composite email two days even i
can see its interface.when click on compositing email it popups err
messages.that's dog's show.on the way a cop car passed by me and i
know its really that all the cafe was under dog's surveilance.my baby
welcome my return and immediately asked for my caress.he played with
tapwater all the time before we went out to receive his mother.the old
woman aside urged us not to play with water for sometimes and using
her will to force me think the way of religion and god.my baby lately
also asked to play with cooking utility and i demonstrated him using
knife to slice cabbage.he refused to go out to receive his mother but
i in a haste put him up.on the way he let me haunted on the cross of
the road for some time,then he fell into sleep near the school.we
entered the school yard till saw his mother near the entrance of the
teaching building.at dinner i again full filled.i inquired the price
of apple and in doubt if i can take an apple with me.i left but
returned for forgeting fetching mags his mother needn't any more,and
his mother offered an apple for me with the mags.
dog even hacked files on my udisk.i had a larger udisk from my baby's
wife's mp3 player,which had not a writeproof lock buttom and torpark
on it failed to open any google sites and livejournal.com.but with
torpack from my writeproof udisk i surfed swiftly.they hacked me
recently heavily just before i was ready to logout.they let me paid
more by forcing the web responded slowly to my logout.they succeeded
for 3 or 4 times when i surfed in the cafe charges according half of
an hour as a unit.last night i almost lost temper and complained it to
my baby's mother when she buzzed in for daily bless,saying dog now
descends to hooligan behavior.she let me shut up and i did.with dog,u
can't expect any humanity.
bye.i love u.kiss u with moonlight.
sunny morning,gloomy afternoon
i got up at 9:21 am.last night dog's biting was weak.i read mrs Thatcher's autobiography late after 11:30 pm.politician's life was quite interesting and her road to serv her motherland was step by step led by god.god place responsibility on some prominances like an arrow on the bow.a single person's life was really short.historic steam soaring with deafing sound.after geting up and had a bag of milk from my baby's mother's home,i headed to see my baby.last night in a dream my worry of my blogs was hijacked by dog was replied,i dreamed in a school or someplace in very haste i tried to test if my blogs' pages returned to me in internet cafes was from a faked website cocted by cops and redirected.i can't clearly remember the result but i know i had to trust god.including these chase and hunting and harass like most disgusting virus and gay,all god's train onto me.god let israel suffered and let america humiliated,that just let common sense and common people more sound and selfsufficient.in the morning i help my baby playing with tapwater against the old woman's sneers.after 11 am my baby slept in my arms.his mother let me not to receive her in the phone last night.after his mother shifted him to bed i copy my blog update to my pda.the lunch with big slice of pork let me full filled.i just felt god's care and the power of my will.after lunch i secured her notebook with modification on registry and security settings.then our baby woke up.after ated some food we held him to have him vaccined.he cried likes we wrong did him and stopped cry just after his mother held him from my arms.then i held him to deposit for his graduate education.the branch of the bank,communication bank of china,was under refurnishment and we were told to another branch cross 2 streets.there 3 windows stopped service as a common phenomeno in china stateowned bank.and the rest window quened each with 2 or 3 persons but the handling process went very slowly.i waited about half of an hour to let 2 women finished.in our back under the window facing the street herds the aged,who can't find place with warming utensil and can gather,as a common phenomeno in north china.my baby on my shoulders sometimes got irritated.when my turn arrived i was told the magnetism of the deposit book turned too weak and i had to fetch my id card and my baby's id card or our residential book to rebuild our deposit book.i argued its their fault but without any effect.its the last day of our monthly deposit and i was told i was left one day to deposit duely otherwise missing one compensating two month.i hated my baby's mother's delaying,but i hated more the stagnant process of china stateowned banks.i just fed up with quene and slow process.on the way back to home i complained to my baby how chinese lived with all these dog shits.after returned i handed my baby to the old woman and fetch certification as demand and went there again.a dog in yellow coat just closely near me and biting.he was first on the farest window from the one i handled but he followed me and sat on the chair i should sit when i dealing.i intended to test my worry and found 4 or 5 internet cafes all stuffed.that only indicated how many idle young men awaiting jobs.
bye.i m timing.i love u as usual.kiss u with coming snow white.
bye.i m timing.i love u as usual.kiss u with coming snow white.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
pale sunshine all day
after posting i jogged in the garden for some time.then i went to borrow pc magzines from qrrs' libray.after some persuading i borrowed 2 copy of computer fans magzine.i then read newspaper in the newspaper room of qrrs.a cop haunted there and left.i see religion battle in world.and god let america not to afford full damage of the disaster of islamics.may or may not its time to see the fate of dictatorship,but the nation deserted the midasia now boasting to challenge the world in peace.russia like a half died dinosaur peering to rerivify itself,letting the old man steal new energy from the updating world.the librains behind the glass wall biting and later almost gave up.i finished reading a mag in the rest of afternoon in the dorm.at dinner they didn't offer me any meat on my routine budget of 3 yuan a meal.i enjoyed it as usual for i really hunger after reading and being bited.after dinner i ate the apple from my baby's mother.i waited awhile lest missing her phone.here i registered myself an www.linkedin.com an account to have an experience of its service as refered by the mags.some wiki sites were blocked from access now,as i known,but i likely will enjoy google's soon from its acclaim of www.jot.com.i can't wait for it.life can be easier via web,but the job market in reality so slumpy that let anyone in season daunted.and world also see its stalemate in the dogged world with unease of dirty spot of outdated dicatator systems.god let everyone in the world a sincere choice to follow,to follow a brighter future with democracy entended or cogged with sand in it like nowaday zipped world,spoted with fire and torment.
bye.i love u.kiss u with coming snow white.
bye.i love u.kiss u with coming snow white.
pale morning sunshine.
i got up at 10:20 am.dog last night bited lately,including the couples
from hunan prov.,south of china,they trying to peek into my baby's
situation.they have a baby son too.after woke up i stayed on bed
listening radio for awhile,on which elabrating ccp's cardres attracted
a lot of fishing service to let them comsume at cost of public budget
in the title of fishing.after getting up i jogged in the room and
found my murmur in silence in my heart.i was restored to silence when
i m alone.endure and hope like the firefly in summer night,waving and
blinking.i challenge nobody,except ur decision to keep mute to my
craving for u.my prosperous offspring and kingdom r right in the
reality in the future timespace as actual being now.what i enduring
and looking forward to is the pleasure u will bring to me,like fresh
water from deepest valley.i do felt frustrated sometimes,but that's
the recharging process for igniting fresh fighting will.
at lunch i sat a table with 5 girls or women.when a tall girl passed
me from my back i noticed her.i don't know if she was the tall and
strong girl i refered last time but i liked her at once.when she left
and passed by me i notice her leaving again without obvious notice.she
didn't eat lunch there,but just arrived and soon left.i need a girl,i
longing for love with girl.god know this.maybe i m no young,maybe i m
too fatigured.
bye.i love u.kiss u.
from hunan prov.,south of china,they trying to peek into my baby's
situation.they have a baby son too.after woke up i stayed on bed
listening radio for awhile,on which elabrating ccp's cardres attracted
a lot of fishing service to let them comsume at cost of public budget
in the title of fishing.after getting up i jogged in the room and
found my murmur in silence in my heart.i was restored to silence when
i m alone.endure and hope like the firefly in summer night,waving and
blinking.i challenge nobody,except ur decision to keep mute to my
craving for u.my prosperous offspring and kingdom r right in the
reality in the future timespace as actual being now.what i enduring
and looking forward to is the pleasure u will bring to me,like fresh
water from deepest valley.i do felt frustrated sometimes,but that's
the recharging process for igniting fresh fighting will.
at lunch i sat a table with 5 girls or women.when a tall girl passed
me from my back i noticed her.i don't know if she was the tall and
strong girl i refered last time but i liked her at once.when she left
and passed by me i notice her leaving again without obvious notice.she
didn't eat lunch there,but just arrived and soon left.i need a girl,i
longing for love with girl.god know this.maybe i m no young,maybe i m
too fatigured.
bye.i love u.kiss u.
Monday, November 27, 2006
sparse morning sunshine,turned thicker in the afternoon
i got up at 8:59 am and headed to see my baby son at once.first time i forgot to fetch my pda with me.in the way i can't help doubting if my baby and his mother ok now that dogs losing to their baseline.later at noon his mother told me she attempted to buzz me last night but was interrupted by a need to shit and then forgot it.she suffered faint when went to lavatory and almost fell to ground.i know that's caused by animosity of dog.my baby avoided me in the old woman's arms and accepted me after i uncoated and cleaned my cold nose.he sat on my shoulders for quite some time and later asked to play with tapwater which let the old woman very agonized.when its past 10:40 i had to stopped my baby who intensively cried for contest not letting him playing water for he wet his clothes and let the old woman really at a loss.i in a hurry put on my baby and held him outside to receive his mother.he slept on my shoulders after i toddled some time on the road near the school,still sobbing.his mother sometimes lost temper to me and demanded me seeing my baby less frequent.after lunch we had our baby a shower with the volumn of water capable of 3 persons.our baby really enjoyed it and loathed to leave the basin,but his mother fussy with coldness.we played awhile after his mother left.then my baby tended to feel boring.so i started to sing with my highest pitch and he gradually dozed on my shoulders.he slept for about an hour in my songs.the old woman left when i switched singing to whistling.soon my baby woke up and i felt nicer to hold him haunting new place than staying home.so we launched.we visited a supermarket titled shenlong(cult dragon) where i bought him candy,sausage and jelly.we rambled along the busy road and when passing a district with baby playing tools he asked to play on the slide board.we ate sausage and candy and jelly at once and ate a lot.for its chilly we entered another supermarket where we didn't buy.both market attendants let me sensed my shabby financial position.we also ported in the grocer near his mother's school.when we played with the mirror of the electronic door of the school 2 little girls of my baby's colleagues' daughter opened the door and we followed in,but the watchdog left his room to let us leave.i quarreled with the man and stayed there.his mother angered to me when heard our story.my baby however was not seriously chilled.after dinner i let his mother know i updated her blog and picasaweb album basing shots the day before yesterday on her notebook while our baby looked aside and happy.the net was speedy and we can watch her youtube video online and i commented maybe dog avoid her but only hacking me.i asked for an apple to bring back to dorm,and 3 bag of milk she disliked.that's our happy day today.
i love u.last night i felt u r likely under deep threat for ur love to me.i love u and hope u can let me know ur scent.kiss u with snow white.
new moon represents my heart for u tonight,which i let my baby seen in the dusk.
i love u.last night i felt u r likely under deep threat for ur love to me.i love u and hope u can let me know ur scent.kiss u with snow white.
new moon represents my heart for u tonight,which i let my baby seen in the dusk.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
full sunny day.
in the afternoon just after posting i wandered in the sunshine for
about half of an hour.the sun was bright and the wind was mild.quite
some young qrrser left the dorm from the door of the dorm in qrrs'
uniform.i toddled till ill willes let me uncomfortable.so i shifted to
room and continued to toddle in it.later i listened to the radio.the
first song from a familiar song sang in japanese.i knew i had a link
with it.i wondered my family,my baby son,and his mother.i know nothing
can hinder the step of our forward.dogs biting now in the cafe farer
than starsea.they r the remain of shits on this dirty coign of
northeastern of china.
bye.i'd better do some reading.i love u,in this waste piazza.dogs
around me chatted and smoked.i really troubled by the question why
they live in this world.
i love u.kiss u with beer to cleanse.
about half of an hour.the sun was bright and the wind was mild.quite
some young qrrser left the dorm from the door of the dorm in qrrs'
uniform.i toddled till ill willes let me uncomfortable.so i shifted to
room and continued to toddle in it.later i listened to the radio.the
first song from a familiar song sang in japanese.i knew i had a link
with it.i wondered my family,my baby son,and his mother.i know nothing
can hinder the step of our forward.dogs biting now in the cafe farer
than starsea.they r the remain of shits on this dirty coign of
northeastern of china.
bye.i'd better do some reading.i love u,in this waste piazza.dogs
around me chatted and smoked.i really troubled by the question why
they live in this world.
i love u.kiss u with beer to cleanse.
bright morning sunshine
i woke up at 7:13 am and got up after 11 am.i busy with restoring my
pda os and reading my posts on it.after lunch,i doubting if buzzed my
baby's mother but unsure if she returned from her school and give
up.the sunshine is so bright and warm that let me felt
blessed.www.google.com and its analytic is blocked for 2 days but now
available.and i found its analystic very pwerful in offering
analyse.yesterday i first time recently visited starsea cafe and now i
again here.more or less i enjoy its lcd and cheap price of 1 yuan an
hour.
bye.i likely timed out.
i love u.kiss u with bright.
pda os and reading my posts on it.after lunch,i doubting if buzzed my
baby's mother but unsure if she returned from her school and give
up.the sunshine is so bright and warm that let me felt
blessed.www.google.com and its analytic is blocked for 2 days but now
available.and i found its analystic very pwerful in offering
analyse.yesterday i first time recently visited starsea cafe and now i
again here.more or less i enjoy its lcd and cheap price of 1 yuan an
hour.
bye.i likely timed out.
i love u.kiss u with bright.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
snowing in half day but didn't entitled a snowy day.
last night after posted in the cafe,i wondered in the dorm.till i felt
quite sure about myself and my previlege to see my baby at my will,i
headed to see my baby at once after 8 pm.before i went to the cafe,
his mother buzzed in inquired me about her problem with her
notebook,she didn't let me know she was alone with our baby.when i
arrived there she was breasting our baby and the old woman left for 2
days to see her relatives nearby.i felt very sorry for her loneliness
at once.my baby got energetic and played some other time before went
to sleep.we had a nice night.in the mroning her mother arrived to see
our baby as arranged in advance and i still loathe to get up.my baby
let me get up and i found his mother had left to her school.i held my
baby played some time and when his grandmom wanted to play with him i
turned on the notebook and tried awhile surfing on the web.blogger.com
was accessible but google.com and gmail.com inaccessible.soon i fed up
with very slow surfing speed and gave up.his mother returned awhile
and left again to her school.later i held my baby going out to receive
his mother.when we looked at the mirror of the electronic gate the
gate opened for a male staff and the man on his back talked to me i
can enter with an accquaintance with the watchdog.so we entered.soon
we saw his mother leaving.we asked by phone order a dish from the
neighbor restaurant for lunch.after lunch his mother milked him and
fell into sleep.so did my baby, with his mother's nipper in mouth.so i
went to public bathroom to shower.when i returned home,the son of her
aunt there studying.the grandmom returned and loathed to cook and
suggested to eat out but my baby's mother wanted to be economic.we
finally ate dinner at home with needle.my baby's mother tutored a girl
student lately.before the grandmom left i suggested to my baby's
mother let the grandmom stay there a night but she refused.but my
baby's mother also refuted my suggestion i stayed there a night
instead.she said now that it will be routine in the future so i
needn't worry about them.i respected her independence as her shown
many time in our marriage.after dinner she tried to work on her
notebook to prepare test paper for her school as homework and i held
my baby trying killing time.my baby wanted to play with her notebook
but he is always considerable and let his mother finished her
work.then we reunited to play games for about an hour.i left at 8:58
pm even i felt sorry for them.
the snow,as i know should be the scond snow in this winter,finally
didn't cover the road,just let the rim of the road white.i felt glad
to see its attempt,and hope it arrives more tonight.
bye.i love u.not matter how far u r now from me.kiss u with white.
quite sure about myself and my previlege to see my baby at my will,i
headed to see my baby at once after 8 pm.before i went to the cafe,
his mother buzzed in inquired me about her problem with her
notebook,she didn't let me know she was alone with our baby.when i
arrived there she was breasting our baby and the old woman left for 2
days to see her relatives nearby.i felt very sorry for her loneliness
at once.my baby got energetic and played some other time before went
to sleep.we had a nice night.in the mroning her mother arrived to see
our baby as arranged in advance and i still loathe to get up.my baby
let me get up and i found his mother had left to her school.i held my
baby played some time and when his grandmom wanted to play with him i
turned on the notebook and tried awhile surfing on the web.blogger.com
was accessible but google.com and gmail.com inaccessible.soon i fed up
with very slow surfing speed and gave up.his mother returned awhile
and left again to her school.later i held my baby going out to receive
his mother.when we looked at the mirror of the electronic gate the
gate opened for a male staff and the man on his back talked to me i
can enter with an accquaintance with the watchdog.so we entered.soon
we saw his mother leaving.we asked by phone order a dish from the
neighbor restaurant for lunch.after lunch his mother milked him and
fell into sleep.so did my baby, with his mother's nipper in mouth.so i
went to public bathroom to shower.when i returned home,the son of her
aunt there studying.the grandmom returned and loathed to cook and
suggested to eat out but my baby's mother wanted to be economic.we
finally ate dinner at home with needle.my baby's mother tutored a girl
student lately.before the grandmom left i suggested to my baby's
mother let the grandmom stay there a night but she refused.but my
baby's mother also refuted my suggestion i stayed there a night
instead.she said now that it will be routine in the future so i
needn't worry about them.i respected her independence as her shown
many time in our marriage.after dinner she tried to work on her
notebook to prepare test paper for her school as homework and i held
my baby trying killing time.my baby wanted to play with her notebook
but he is always considerable and let his mother finished her
work.then we reunited to play games for about an hour.i left at 8:58
pm even i felt sorry for them.
the snow,as i know should be the scond snow in this winter,finally
didn't cover the road,just let the rim of the road white.i felt glad
to see its attempt,and hope it arrives more tonight.
bye.i love u.not matter how far u r now from me.kiss u with white.
Friday, November 24, 2006
weak sunny day
its a busy afternoon for me.after posted at noon i went to the libray
of qrrs to borrow 2 pc magzines.then went to the newspaper reading
room in the workers' palace to read world reference digest (in chinese
'cankaoxiaoxi').its very informative but dogs biting heavily.i felt
china in the path steadily leading itself into world war while its
head spare no efforts to boast its earnest hope for 'human
coexistence', just like many powder barrel in the prelude of 2 world
wars.there r some problems in the world concerning offering and
giving.china, like many inresponsible seeker after fed up with too
much taking while without thanksgiving.the fruits of democracy, of
god's leading, of western culture, were shared but the primitives took
a pirate and rober's stance.china sees its fastest improvement after
opening to the world but just crying for breedings without
feedback.its its problem.its bussiness pattern got bankrupt,got
insustainable.western world can't afford such a tumor under his
belly.god can't see sand in his eyes.the swallowing freak and monster
itself can't live in itself peace.its consuming more and more living
spirits and living spices in peace.it destroyed its most arable land
and dirty its most river.it squeezed into its most young bones and
destoryed its most vivid inspiring of the nation newly
fire-baptised.its now attempted to leak its troubled water into the
world.it bragged its good will all over the world under the title of
'human something' while in its backyard sparing no efford to arm it to
its teeth.it sells its responsibilty for expendience anywhere any
time.it can't hold its laughable shortsighted desire to sat in
limelight and babbled like shits.that's china in today's world
stadium.
bye.i love u.kiss u with coming snow.
of qrrs to borrow 2 pc magzines.then went to the newspaper reading
room in the workers' palace to read world reference digest (in chinese
'cankaoxiaoxi').its very informative but dogs biting heavily.i felt
china in the path steadily leading itself into world war while its
head spare no efforts to boast its earnest hope for 'human
coexistence', just like many powder barrel in the prelude of 2 world
wars.there r some problems in the world concerning offering and
giving.china, like many inresponsible seeker after fed up with too
much taking while without thanksgiving.the fruits of democracy, of
god's leading, of western culture, were shared but the primitives took
a pirate and rober's stance.china sees its fastest improvement after
opening to the world but just crying for breedings without
feedback.its its problem.its bussiness pattern got bankrupt,got
insustainable.western world can't afford such a tumor under his
belly.god can't see sand in his eyes.the swallowing freak and monster
itself can't live in itself peace.its consuming more and more living
spirits and living spices in peace.it destroyed its most arable land
and dirty its most river.it squeezed into its most young bones and
destoryed its most vivid inspiring of the nation newly
fire-baptised.its now attempted to leak its troubled water into the
world.it bragged its good will all over the world under the title of
'human something' while in its backyard sparing no efford to arm it to
its teeth.it sells its responsibilty for expendience anywhere any
time.it can't hold its laughable shortsighted desire to sat in
limelight and babbled like shits.that's china in today's world
stadium.
bye.i love u.kiss u with coming snow.
weak morning sunshine
i woke up at 8:37 am and got up at 9:59 am.again i felt loathe to get
up.last night i can access blogger.com and blogspot.com without proxy
and now its also accessible directly.it lets me in doubts for quite
some moments in the night in the room.i even review my point and
position this morning.in the morning i listened to the radio after
getting up and dog around let my chest painful.so i launched to haunt
around the area of qrrs.i visited its sports stadium whose door now
was narrowed to allow a man to slide in (the fat even need to slide in
with turning his or her shoulders from 2 sides to a side
foreward.).and its field underwent innovation,covered totally with
clothes.then i went eastern of its part,where near the suburb and now
the cross over road was larged boardened and house aside the roads
enhenced with refurnished or rebuilt.a quite large house of qrrs
turned into the policestation of the municipal gov. ,just behind its
hostel.i doubting what's the deal,qrrs,a former stateowned enterprise
with some social functions under state planning mechanism,now strived
to extend its hand into municipal function.all those in army rank or
state plannying hierachy now shift themselves into civil service,but
in core still a dicatator,a rober and a stealer,in guise of public
service,like cop.it acting both public service and state force.but in
china they never can hide their brutal use of force to keep common
people from its dictating interest group.china in most history owning
powerer domestic force than its defense force against hostil foreign
nations,cops more than arms.that's the source of pressing and robery
and dictatory, and source of humiliation in china's fall in neoteric
history.no civil right,no nationality harmony,but prey of the
reined.they r in fact the biggest enemy of china and they indeed
defensed themself at cost of china,then and now.
after returned to the dorm i again felt unconfortable..i was deserted
in the dustbin and fight to live in rubbish in soundness.
bye.i love u.kiss u with coming snow.
up.last night i can access blogger.com and blogspot.com without proxy
and now its also accessible directly.it lets me in doubts for quite
some moments in the night in the room.i even review my point and
position this morning.in the morning i listened to the radio after
getting up and dog around let my chest painful.so i launched to haunt
around the area of qrrs.i visited its sports stadium whose door now
was narrowed to allow a man to slide in (the fat even need to slide in
with turning his or her shoulders from 2 sides to a side
foreward.).and its field underwent innovation,covered totally with
clothes.then i went eastern of its part,where near the suburb and now
the cross over road was larged boardened and house aside the roads
enhenced with refurnished or rebuilt.a quite large house of qrrs
turned into the policestation of the municipal gov. ,just behind its
hostel.i doubting what's the deal,qrrs,a former stateowned enterprise
with some social functions under state planning mechanism,now strived
to extend its hand into municipal function.all those in army rank or
state plannying hierachy now shift themselves into civil service,but
in core still a dicatator,a rober and a stealer,in guise of public
service,like cop.it acting both public service and state force.but in
china they never can hide their brutal use of force to keep common
people from its dictating interest group.china in most history owning
powerer domestic force than its defense force against hostil foreign
nations,cops more than arms.that's the source of pressing and robery
and dictatory, and source of humiliation in china's fall in neoteric
history.no civil right,no nationality harmony,but prey of the
reined.they r in fact the biggest enemy of china and they indeed
defensed themself at cost of china,then and now.
after returned to the dorm i again felt unconfortable..i was deserted
in the dustbin and fight to live in rubbish in soundness.
bye.i love u.kiss u with coming snow.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
sunny day
i got up at 10:55 am for my pda charging.when i fetched my bike the
gatewatcher insisted asking me how i will deal with the rice qrrs now
dispatching.and i knew its near time for chinese company to dispatch
their wellfare.they with this way to hole their staff tight and mute
to their blacksmith.almost there is no way for chinese company to
survive with legal methods and so every company,no matter how tiny or
how large,had to deal with theft and any other abnormal means against
the its counterparts and high level or low level counterparts to
survive.that's china's reality.dogs push anyone into need to
entrenched themselves with dogged method.that's dog's plot to turn the
world into dog's rein.from the basic ethic dog claims anything without
its admision is illegal,and its admision changing at its will,in no
place of a vow or a cord.that's dication in china,as prc's
foundamental rule sovereign the mainland.
my baby received me near the door of bedroom and he avoided me as
usual in the old woman's arms.after i took him he didn't left my
caress in the morning and afternoon.we went out at 11 am and we ate an
icecream and some soft candies.his mother seemingly not so happy with
me.but we reunited after lunch after she complained surviving priority
to a better life and i persuaded her leting mind overview the reality
and after she breaded our baby and i teased my baby aside.her mother
later arrived in the afternoon and i at once felt her hatred and even
dirty will.my baby asked for playing with water then,against the
sisters' scorns.i had to let my baby go out to receive his mother in
advance,for my baby got irregular.in outside he peacefully sat on my
shoulders.we went to the south garden where 3 little boys playing
under a tree while a man stood on the rim of a circle round the root
of the tree and talking with his cell phone.we avoided them and after
turned a round my baby still felt the group of playing little boy and
girls attracting him and let me followed them some distance.when we
approached the door of the school i asked about time with a woman
aside and we chatted in english.after received his mother we returned
and his mother told me today is thanksgiving day.i had complained
missing the tasty hunan dish in these day so i suggested we can
gathered for a taste to hunan dish.after dinner we played awhile with
our baby and let him very happy.his mother let me fetch 2 apples and 2
bagged milk,comparing yesterday she pretendingly refusing me fetching
an apple.
on the way to dorm,i met a lot of middle school students on bike or
waiting for bus.i really felt holiday month is near.so i headed to
dorm directly and buzzed my hometown and talked with my mother.on the
way here i felt this year very swift,for i still can remember last
spring festeval's merry atmospher.a cop car ported near the cafe and
when i arrived the boss laid one of his leg on the reception desk and
immediately 2 cops in uniform entered and one of them asked to talk
with the boss closely.they looked quite familiar.last night before i
left i felt heavily bited and a middle aged man haunted around,and my
torpark slow to respond.
i love u.kiss with with snow and bright.
gatewatcher insisted asking me how i will deal with the rice qrrs now
dispatching.and i knew its near time for chinese company to dispatch
their wellfare.they with this way to hole their staff tight and mute
to their blacksmith.almost there is no way for chinese company to
survive with legal methods and so every company,no matter how tiny or
how large,had to deal with theft and any other abnormal means against
the its counterparts and high level or low level counterparts to
survive.that's china's reality.dogs push anyone into need to
entrenched themselves with dogged method.that's dog's plot to turn the
world into dog's rein.from the basic ethic dog claims anything without
its admision is illegal,and its admision changing at its will,in no
place of a vow or a cord.that's dication in china,as prc's
foundamental rule sovereign the mainland.
my baby received me near the door of bedroom and he avoided me as
usual in the old woman's arms.after i took him he didn't left my
caress in the morning and afternoon.we went out at 11 am and we ate an
icecream and some soft candies.his mother seemingly not so happy with
me.but we reunited after lunch after she complained surviving priority
to a better life and i persuaded her leting mind overview the reality
and after she breaded our baby and i teased my baby aside.her mother
later arrived in the afternoon and i at once felt her hatred and even
dirty will.my baby asked for playing with water then,against the
sisters' scorns.i had to let my baby go out to receive his mother in
advance,for my baby got irregular.in outside he peacefully sat on my
shoulders.we went to the south garden where 3 little boys playing
under a tree while a man stood on the rim of a circle round the root
of the tree and talking with his cell phone.we avoided them and after
turned a round my baby still felt the group of playing little boy and
girls attracting him and let me followed them some distance.when we
approached the door of the school i asked about time with a woman
aside and we chatted in english.after received his mother we returned
and his mother told me today is thanksgiving day.i had complained
missing the tasty hunan dish in these day so i suggested we can
gathered for a taste to hunan dish.after dinner we played awhile with
our baby and let him very happy.his mother let me fetch 2 apples and 2
bagged milk,comparing yesterday she pretendingly refusing me fetching
an apple.
on the way to dorm,i met a lot of middle school students on bike or
waiting for bus.i really felt holiday month is near.so i headed to
dorm directly and buzzed my hometown and talked with my mother.on the
way here i felt this year very swift,for i still can remember last
spring festeval's merry atmospher.a cop car ported near the cafe and
when i arrived the boss laid one of his leg on the reception desk and
immediately 2 cops in uniform entered and one of them asked to talk
with the boss closely.they looked quite familiar.last night before i
left i felt heavily bited and a middle aged man haunted around,and my
torpark slow to respond.
i love u.kiss with with snow and bright.
btw,the torpark in rar at http://benzrad.googlepages.com/or.rar was
password protected against cop's unauthorized modification.its
password is 'shitdog',but still its likely broken.there is likely no
way to avoid surveilance now that they can manipulate byte flow and
remote control all internet cafe within china.torpark is freeware,but
quite some time i can't download it from its homepage or from any site
in the search result of google.i even can't download from my
googlepages as refered above.dog showily domineer.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
bright sunshine all day.
in the afternoon i read pc magzine till 4 pm.dogs in the dorm bited
heavily and sometimes forced me notice their plots.after finished both
the pc mags,i left to see my baby.my baby avoided me in the old
woman's arms for awhile.later i held him playing.he played with
tapwater for quite some time and let the old woman very annoyed.i was
told his mother will leave her school after 7 pm for night lessons.i
felt very longthy.my baby dozed awhile on my shoulders when we toddled
in waiting room and bedroom,but he soon woke up.we ate pinenuts and
nuts.we left home to receive his mother after 6:30 pm and dogs in the
street let my belly painful.the lamps was bright and parents receiving
their children herd.my baby made some loud voice and i screamed to
echo.soon we saw his mother.i copied a soft to make gif file and then
ate dinner.dogs modified the anonymous surfing soft,torpack,i uploaded
to my googlepages at http://benzrad.googlepages.com/or.rar and let it
illworking,hardly open any officially blocked website like bogger.com
or blogspot.com,while i used it on my udisk to surf blogger and
blogspot hadn't encountered any problem.they broke my account into
midifying my documents and blogs at will,they enjoyed tracing and
stealing and messing as their pleasure,they born thief and
hooligan.and failures after failures they still bug me for their host
can't afford its losing,its collapse and evaporing.
its a quite nice day.it telling me nothing went wrong.god training me
to be patience and fortitude.nothing out of landscape.
bye.i love u.kiss u with coming snow,the white washed the dirty
black.glory to god.
heavily and sometimes forced me notice their plots.after finished both
the pc mags,i left to see my baby.my baby avoided me in the old
woman's arms for awhile.later i held him playing.he played with
tapwater for quite some time and let the old woman very annoyed.i was
told his mother will leave her school after 7 pm for night lessons.i
felt very longthy.my baby dozed awhile on my shoulders when we toddled
in waiting room and bedroom,but he soon woke up.we ate pinenuts and
nuts.we left home to receive his mother after 6:30 pm and dogs in the
street let my belly painful.the lamps was bright and parents receiving
their children herd.my baby made some loud voice and i screamed to
echo.soon we saw his mother.i copied a soft to make gif file and then
ate dinner.dogs modified the anonymous surfing soft,torpack,i uploaded
to my googlepages at http://benzrad.googlepages.com/or.rar and let it
illworking,hardly open any officially blocked website like bogger.com
or blogspot.com,while i used it on my udisk to surf blogger and
blogspot hadn't encountered any problem.they broke my account into
midifying my documents and blogs at will,they enjoyed tracing and
stealing and messing as their pleasure,they born thief and
hooligan.and failures after failures they still bug me for their host
can't afford its losing,its collapse and evaporing.
its a quite nice day.it telling me nothing went wrong.god training me
to be patience and fortitude.nothing out of landscape.
bye.i love u.kiss u with coming snow,the white washed the dirty
black.glory to god.
uncompetitive morning sunshine
i got up at 9:51 am.these days in dorm i sometimes felt loath to get
up,let me doubting dog's biting in silence costly for my energy.in the
dawn i dreamed something but now i forgot.after getting up i listened
radio awhile then i went to borrow some pc magzines.more pc magzine
seeing absence there these days than when i first time haunted
here,indicating someone competed with me to borrow them.after retuned
to dorm i started to read one of them.at lunch i ate a fish but still
felt partly filled.the canteen full of qrrsers so i ate my lunch at
room.
i had not too much to utter now.at noon 2 songs in the radio lyrics
missing and i don't know if u r missing me.
bye.i love u.kiss u with the unbeatable sunshine.
up,let me doubting dog's biting in silence costly for my energy.in the
dawn i dreamed something but now i forgot.after getting up i listened
radio awhile then i went to borrow some pc magzines.more pc magzine
seeing absence there these days than when i first time haunted
here,indicating someone competed with me to borrow them.after retuned
to dorm i started to read one of them.at lunch i ate a fish but still
felt partly filled.the canteen full of qrrsers so i ate my lunch at
room.
i had not too much to utter now.at noon 2 songs in the radio lyrics
missing and i don't know if u r missing me.
bye.i love u.kiss u with the unbeatable sunshine.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
transparent sunshine morning,turned thick in the afternoon
i got up at 9:11 am and headed to see my baby at once.last night i
dreamed a lot,but the sunshine told me nothing special.my baby turned
back into the old woman's arms when caught sight of me.and i
forcefully held him back after uncoated.i accompanied him playing all
the day.he slept when i reciting chinese traditional poems in the
morning when its almost 9:45 am.the old woman had left to shop.my baby
slept on my shoulders and in my arms for about an hour.after woke up
we went out to receive his mother.the door of the school locked.when a
man on his bike entered we followed to enter but the man on the bike
let us left.i didn't move.then the watchdog went outside of the
outpost and poised to let us leave.so we left.that really disgusted
me.it let me doubting the reason why all chinese organizations liked
to enclose their territory and set watchdogs.for china was dominated
by dog,they fighted for prey,they divided china society into their
properties.they cleaned all livings alien to them,except their
prey.they r born inferor and they have no way to cooperate with other
living spices and enjoyed the plenty world together.so they r so born
to fight each other,to tear,to bite around.they r born to starve.they
r born to fear,and exert their fear and fright to anything in their
view.they deserve as a tool as a inferior product of human.opening is
their hate and their biggest enemy.human is their second hate and
their second biggest enemy.they r doomed to fight against human in the
end.and its hight time to extingush them from earth from now,as i
claimed in a post within google group,sci.language.
when we saw some of teachers leaving,we sat in front of the door
waiting.2 cops haunted 2 circles.and a car ported near the door block
our view partially.we soon saw my baby's mother.after lunch i sorted
my pda awhile.then his mother left.i held my baby playing.we both felt
a bit boring.after 2:30 pm he slept on my shoulders when i sang in my
full pitch.first he slept sound near my left ear.after an hour he
partially awoke but loath to open his eyes.i shaked him up and we
started to eat pine nuts.we had a good time eating while chatting.we
went out to receive his mother after 4:00 pm.we ate a stick of sugared
gourd.when teachers leaving my baby directed us slide in.but a tall
watchdog murmured behind us,likely saying their boss warned not to let
us in.so we left and his mother catched us just near the door.i ate
dinner there.my baby pretended to watch tv concentratedly to ignore my
leaving and let us both smile.he now showily kept distance from me.he
really emotionally smart.
today is a nice day as anticipate.the weather forecast in the radio
let snow for two days but its warm and sunny both day.but the night is
cold.maybe next morning i can see white.
bye.i love u as usual.kiss u with bright.
dreamed a lot,but the sunshine told me nothing special.my baby turned
back into the old woman's arms when caught sight of me.and i
forcefully held him back after uncoated.i accompanied him playing all
the day.he slept when i reciting chinese traditional poems in the
morning when its almost 9:45 am.the old woman had left to shop.my baby
slept on my shoulders and in my arms for about an hour.after woke up
we went out to receive his mother.the door of the school locked.when a
man on his bike entered we followed to enter but the man on the bike
let us left.i didn't move.then the watchdog went outside of the
outpost and poised to let us leave.so we left.that really disgusted
me.it let me doubting the reason why all chinese organizations liked
to enclose their territory and set watchdogs.for china was dominated
by dog,they fighted for prey,they divided china society into their
properties.they cleaned all livings alien to them,except their
prey.they r born inferor and they have no way to cooperate with other
living spices and enjoyed the plenty world together.so they r so born
to fight each other,to tear,to bite around.they r born to starve.they
r born to fear,and exert their fear and fright to anything in their
view.they deserve as a tool as a inferior product of human.opening is
their hate and their biggest enemy.human is their second hate and
their second biggest enemy.they r doomed to fight against human in the
end.and its hight time to extingush them from earth from now,as i
claimed in a post within google group,sci.language.
when we saw some of teachers leaving,we sat in front of the door
waiting.2 cops haunted 2 circles.and a car ported near the door block
our view partially.we soon saw my baby's mother.after lunch i sorted
my pda awhile.then his mother left.i held my baby playing.we both felt
a bit boring.after 2:30 pm he slept on my shoulders when i sang in my
full pitch.first he slept sound near my left ear.after an hour he
partially awoke but loath to open his eyes.i shaked him up and we
started to eat pine nuts.we had a good time eating while chatting.we
went out to receive his mother after 4:00 pm.we ate a stick of sugared
gourd.when teachers leaving my baby directed us slide in.but a tall
watchdog murmured behind us,likely saying their boss warned not to let
us in.so we left and his mother catched us just near the door.i ate
dinner there.my baby pretended to watch tv concentratedly to ignore my
leaving and let us both smile.he now showily kept distance from me.he
really emotionally smart.
today is a nice day as anticipate.the weather forecast in the radio
let snow for two days but its warm and sunny both day.but the night is
cold.maybe next morning i can see white.
bye.i love u as usual.kiss u with bright.
Monday, November 20, 2006
pale afternoon but sometimes the sun is clear with clouds.
the cafe charged me 2 yuan even i just used 1 hour and 7 minutes.i
felt sorry for myself for exceed budget.in the room i felt had to rest
awhile,likely being bited heavily in the cafe which is very hot and 2
boys later aside me let me quite unconfortable.i read my post on my
pda till 2:30 pm.then i went to the libray of qrrs to borrow 2 pc
magzines.i went there on foot.a young man arrived there just before
me.i started to skim the encyclopedias when the man chatted with the
librarain.then the librarain let me wait her awhile for she had to
leav e for a moment.then i read a pc mag there and felt being
bited.returned to the room in the dorm,biting even heavier when i sat
facing the window to read.however i finished one copy.i just sense a
new wave of challenge launched after some peaceful days of break
passed.
no matter how illwilled the surrounding things,i had no worry to
hindersight.i know and stand in my position.the world in my view rests
on my shoulders.i had the id to respond to it,as the bible says,my
bread is the task my Father set to me.
bye.i love u.kiss u with the pure white of coming snow.i love u like
the roll in rolling.
felt sorry for myself for exceed budget.in the room i felt had to rest
awhile,likely being bited heavily in the cafe which is very hot and 2
boys later aside me let me quite unconfortable.i read my post on my
pda till 2:30 pm.then i went to the libray of qrrs to borrow 2 pc
magzines.i went there on foot.a young man arrived there just before
me.i started to skim the encyclopedias when the man chatted with the
librarain.then the librarain let me wait her awhile for she had to
leav e for a moment.then i read a pc mag there and felt being
bited.returned to the room in the dorm,biting even heavier when i sat
facing the window to read.however i finished one copy.i just sense a
new wave of challenge launched after some peaceful days of break
passed.
no matter how illwilled the surrounding things,i had no worry to
hindersight.i know and stand in my position.the world in my view rests
on my shoulders.i had the id to respond to it,as the bible says,my
bread is the task my Father set to me.
bye.i love u.kiss u with the pure white of coming snow.i love u like
the roll in rolling.
pale morning sunshine
i got up at 10:55 am.last night likely dirty willes thick and i almost
wet dreamed.in the dawn i dreamed attending the funeral of the eldest
brother of my dad in my hometown.the music for the funeral very coarse
and loudly.then the watchwoman of the dorm knocked my door to let me
receive a phone call.its from the group mornitor of my once working
place,saying last time i admitted to attend work time why i didn't
attend so far.and asked me to call the department director.i returned
to dorm to continue my sleep.till 10 am i turned on my radio which
elaberate if grandparents caring their grand child should charge for
the parents.i knew a new web plotted by dog aiming trapping me into
machinery dog system launched for years in the short history of
prc.the group mornitor,a graduate once boasting his coorperation with
the nasty local hooligans within the organization now has a taste to
his descend.all the graduates now chose the pits set by the gov. to
let him temporarily partake the state power or public service left
with the same outlet,the same dustbin.they doomed to live in
humdrum,in mediocre.china now manipulated and monopolied by dog,which
refute any inprovement and progress except its biting teeth to steal
and prey,its dirty spying eyes putting anyone into foul or
criminal.anything original can be stained,anything with grace can only
be withered with the dominant dirty around.that's the fate of prc.
bye.i love u.kiss u with mops of pale cloud.
dog hindered my download of anonymous surfing soft now.
wet dreamed.in the dawn i dreamed attending the funeral of the eldest
brother of my dad in my hometown.the music for the funeral very coarse
and loudly.then the watchwoman of the dorm knocked my door to let me
receive a phone call.its from the group mornitor of my once working
place,saying last time i admitted to attend work time why i didn't
attend so far.and asked me to call the department director.i returned
to dorm to continue my sleep.till 10 am i turned on my radio which
elaberate if grandparents caring their grand child should charge for
the parents.i knew a new web plotted by dog aiming trapping me into
machinery dog system launched for years in the short history of
prc.the group mornitor,a graduate once boasting his coorperation with
the nasty local hooligans within the organization now has a taste to
his descend.all the graduates now chose the pits set by the gov. to
let him temporarily partake the state power or public service left
with the same outlet,the same dustbin.they doomed to live in
humdrum,in mediocre.china now manipulated and monopolied by dog,which
refute any inprovement and progress except its biting teeth to steal
and prey,its dirty spying eyes putting anyone into foul or
criminal.anything original can be stained,anything with grace can only
be withered with the dominant dirty around.that's the fate of prc.
bye.i love u.kiss u with mops of pale cloud.
dog hindered my download of anonymous surfing soft now.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
pale sunny afternoon
in the morning when i surfed in the cafe,it turned to be slower and
slower to return a page from the net.dogs these days determined to
show their unabled to afford to lose.soon after i arrived my baby's
mother's home his mother returned when i just prepared my baby to
haunt outside.then i want to show my blog update within my googlepages
at http://benzrad.googlepages.com ,and i launched to set my
googlepages on her notebook.the all afternoon spent fruitlessly
attempting setting it but dog hampered my googlepages to
published.each time when i attempt to save modification and publish it
it let the page popup windown saying can't save while its
disconnected.but it in fact online.it even let the popup window
showing from google.com.it really can shame anyone with its foul.
after i finished my shower in the public bathroom,my baby's mother
held him went to see her mother.i tried again.after again being hacked
i gave up and left.on the way i met my baby and his mother so we
returned her home.there i ate dinner.i drank a bottle of bear to let
go the dirty after dancing with dogs.
returned to the dorm i listened awhile radio.and i felt better surfing
with crowd to avoid concentrated hack when i single out in the few
cafe users.
after all ,it s a nice day.i did what i can envised.dog's hacking and
blocks only remind me how far yet the reality under dog's surveilance
lagging me,lagging the advance of china,and urged me to fight with
more energy.
bye.i lvoe u.kiss u with the pure white of the coming snow.
slower to return a page from the net.dogs these days determined to
show their unabled to afford to lose.soon after i arrived my baby's
mother's home his mother returned when i just prepared my baby to
haunt outside.then i want to show my blog update within my googlepages
at http://benzrad.googlepages.com ,and i launched to set my
googlepages on her notebook.the all afternoon spent fruitlessly
attempting setting it but dog hampered my googlepages to
published.each time when i attempt to save modification and publish it
it let the page popup windown saying can't save while its
disconnected.but it in fact online.it even let the popup window
showing from google.com.it really can shame anyone with its foul.
after i finished my shower in the public bathroom,my baby's mother
held him went to see her mother.i tried again.after again being hacked
i gave up and left.on the way i met my baby and his mother so we
returned her home.there i ate dinner.i drank a bottle of bear to let
go the dirty after dancing with dogs.
returned to the dorm i listened awhile radio.and i felt better surfing
with crowd to avoid concentrated hack when i single out in the few
cafe users.
after all ,it s a nice day.i did what i can envised.dog's hacking and
blocks only remind me how far yet the reality under dog's surveilance
lagging me,lagging the advance of china,and urged me to fight with
more energy.
bye.i lvoe u.kiss u with the pure white of the coming snow.
limp morning sunshine
i got up at 8:41 am.last night the dog's bite is faint.i fell into
sleep after some waits.the cafe in which i lost its register card
finally didn't return the key money i handed in of 10 yuan by delaying
to deal with my problem and let me trying to find back.it can be
safely to claim that in nowaday china dogged by dog there is no grace
anywhere anyway.every vendors compete to be bitchy.for there is no way
to warrent common people,common cusumers' interests.social gathering
banned or under tighten surveilance.individule complains directed to
cops or civil department where to detain.
in the dawn i dreamed one of my college alumni,chenxinjian,handling a
task of dispatching and returning a form in which likes a population
survey to fill in ur name detailedly.then i envisioned a web service
to let people register their name online and write down their tour to
tourism on web and let the web constructs the virtual map of the
landscape,maybe a bit like google earth.in the end of the dream i saw
a chinese .com titled shushen(learner) or shutong(pupil) strived to
offer this kind of service.
its a ordinary sunny morning.last night i worked here for 4 hours to
modify my googlepages as well as my baby's mother's.i will see my baby
after posted here.
bye,i love u.kiss u.
sleep after some waits.the cafe in which i lost its register card
finally didn't return the key money i handed in of 10 yuan by delaying
to deal with my problem and let me trying to find back.it can be
safely to claim that in nowaday china dogged by dog there is no grace
anywhere anyway.every vendors compete to be bitchy.for there is no way
to warrent common people,common cusumers' interests.social gathering
banned or under tighten surveilance.individule complains directed to
cops or civil department where to detain.
in the dawn i dreamed one of my college alumni,chenxinjian,handling a
task of dispatching and returning a form in which likes a population
survey to fill in ur name detailedly.then i envisioned a web service
to let people register their name online and write down their tour to
tourism on web and let the web constructs the virtual map of the
landscape,maybe a bit like google earth.in the end of the dream i saw
a chinese .com titled shushen(learner) or shutong(pupil) strived to
offer this kind of service.
its a ordinary sunny morning.last night i worked here for 4 hours to
modify my googlepages as well as my baby's mother's.i will see my baby
after posted here.
bye,i love u.kiss u.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
ordinary sunny afternoon
the cafe i surfed in the morning banned modifying its ie settings so i
can't use proxy.my email blog to blogger.com was blocked or captured
while email to post to googlegroup succeeded.when i arrived my baby's
mother's home his grandmom there.i soon held him outside to receive
his mother.on the way he fell into sleep on my shoulders.when his
mother appeared in the crowd of the students he woke up.we ate some
croakers at lunch.after lunch i busy with boasting my work last night
for making her googlepages ready and she admitted it.then the two old
sisters went to shower and my baby was held by his mother haunting
outside,leaving me alone trying to do some final touch to her
googlepages.but i soon fed up with slow speed and gave up.then i
operated on pc offline to sort my sd card of my pda,and attempting to
find my heading works when i worked for qrrs cable tv but in vain.time
glides and then all members returned.my baby slept sound in his
mother's arms and till i finished my dinner he woke up from bedroom.we
ate dumplines at dinner.then i docked a cafe far from qrrs dorm zone
but near then the cafe i surfed in the morning.i tried quite some pcs
but most of its front usb port was disabled.and in the process i lost
its registry card.it took me 10 yuan as key money and likely a dispute
awaiting me.
bye.i love u.kiss u with jeer.
can't use proxy.my email blog to blogger.com was blocked or captured
while email to post to googlegroup succeeded.when i arrived my baby's
mother's home his grandmom there.i soon held him outside to receive
his mother.on the way he fell into sleep on my shoulders.when his
mother appeared in the crowd of the students he woke up.we ate some
croakers at lunch.after lunch i busy with boasting my work last night
for making her googlepages ready and she admitted it.then the two old
sisters went to shower and my baby was held by his mother haunting
outside,leaving me alone trying to do some final touch to her
googlepages.but i soon fed up with slow speed and gave up.then i
operated on pc offline to sort my sd card of my pda,and attempting to
find my heading works when i worked for qrrs cable tv but in vain.time
glides and then all members returned.my baby slept sound in his
mother's arms and till i finished my dinner he woke up from bedroom.we
ate dumplines at dinner.then i docked a cafe far from qrrs dorm zone
but near then the cafe i surfed in the morning.i tried quite some pcs
but most of its front usb port was disabled.and in the process i lost
its registry card.it took me 10 yuan as key money and likely a dispute
awaiting me.
bye.i love u.kiss u with jeer.
heavily hacked.proxy mostly blocked.google logined but returned a
interface without due logined information while open www.gmail.com it
open ur email box.dog captured and manipulated byte flows.
ordinary sunny morning
last night my baby's mother asked for net storage for her video file
in our daily bless and i felt she now become enjoying cyberspace.so i
felt encouraged to went to cafe again after 9 pm to publish her
googlepages and registered her another youtube account.i finished
after 11 pm.before i finished some persons haunted around my seat and
i was heavily bited.however,i felt accomplished on the way returning
to dorm.in the night i felt weakest bite on me,but i however still
fell into sleep a bit late.i had to get up to make water before i fell
into sleep.in the dawn i remembered i dreamed first a man determined
to improve railway's efficience and offer people a cheaper and faster
railway.but he was hunted by a laidoff of railway,likely a foremore
watchman.but the determined man finally succeeded.then i was brought
into the western area of china and there an old woman whose hometown
was eastern of china collecting a lots of old coins of ancient china
and with a woman caring her.she had a nice sword and won anothe young
woman by only a poise in their compete.in the end we r on a train to
eastern china and its aftermath i can't memory now.
its peaceful cafe till now.i first time enjoy the widescreen lcd of
brand acer.gamers babbled but that's the pleisure of digital life.i
will saw my baby after posted here.i can't see the width and depth of
surveilance of dog but i enjoyed the peace by now.last night in cafe
after i posted my email to my blogger successfully via proxy and just
when i browseing a political group within google group the web was cut
off.and i had to switched to surf without proxy.so the surveilance
penetrating the proxy,through the byte flow.every internet cafe's
registeration card seemingly serialized in the united number
series,indicating from a centual monitor.
bye.i love u.china never can seperate from the world.the brutal
surveilance system by dog and its dictated host never survived a
century.changes underwent unnoticeable.i saw the world under god's
united kingdom all over.
kiss u with bright.
in our daily bless and i felt she now become enjoying cyberspace.so i
felt encouraged to went to cafe again after 9 pm to publish her
googlepages and registered her another youtube account.i finished
after 11 pm.before i finished some persons haunted around my seat and
i was heavily bited.however,i felt accomplished on the way returning
to dorm.in the night i felt weakest bite on me,but i however still
fell into sleep a bit late.i had to get up to make water before i fell
into sleep.in the dawn i remembered i dreamed first a man determined
to improve railway's efficience and offer people a cheaper and faster
railway.but he was hunted by a laidoff of railway,likely a foremore
watchman.but the determined man finally succeeded.then i was brought
into the western area of china and there an old woman whose hometown
was eastern of china collecting a lots of old coins of ancient china
and with a woman caring her.she had a nice sword and won anothe young
woman by only a poise in their compete.in the end we r on a train to
eastern china and its aftermath i can't memory now.
its peaceful cafe till now.i first time enjoy the widescreen lcd of
brand acer.gamers babbled but that's the pleisure of digital life.i
will saw my baby after posted here.i can't see the width and depth of
surveilance of dog but i enjoyed the peace by now.last night in cafe
after i posted my email to my blogger successfully via proxy and just
when i browseing a political group within google group the web was cut
off.and i had to switched to surf without proxy.so the surveilance
penetrating the proxy,through the byte flow.every internet cafe's
registeration card seemingly serialized in the united number
series,indicating from a centual monitor.
bye.i love u.china never can seperate from the world.the brutal
surveilance system by dog and its dictated host never survived a
century.changes underwent unnoticeable.i saw the world under god's
united kingdom all over.
kiss u with bright.
ordinary sunny afternoon
the cafe i surfed in the morning banned modifying its ie settings so i
can't use proxy.my email blog to blogger.com was blocked or captured
while email to post to googlegroup succeeded.when i arrived my baby's
mother's home his grandmom there.i soon held him outside to receive
his mother.on the way he fell into sleep on my shoulders.when his
mother appeared in the crowd of the students he woke up.we ate some
croakers at lunch.after lunch i busy with boasting my work last night
for making her googlepages ready and she admitted it.then the two old
sisters went to shower and my baby was held by his mother haunting
outside,leaving me alone trying to do some final touch to her
googlepages.but i soon fed up with slow speed and gave up.then i
operated on pc offline to sort my sd card of my pda,and attempting to
find my heading works when i worked for qrrs cable tv but in vain.time
glides and then all members returned.my baby slept sound in his
mother's arms and till i finished my dinner he woke up from bedroom.we
ate dumplines at dinner.then i docked a cafe far from qrrs dorm zone
but near then the cafe i surfed in the morning.i tried quite some pcs
but most of its front usb port was disabled.and in the process i lost
its registry card.it took me 10 yuan as key money and likely a dispute
awaiting me.
bye.i love u.kiss u with jeer.
can't use proxy.my email blog to blogger.com was blocked or captured
while email to post to googlegroup succeeded.when i arrived my baby's
mother's home his grandmom there.i soon held him outside to receive
his mother.on the way he fell into sleep on my shoulders.when his
mother appeared in the crowd of the students he woke up.we ate some
croakers at lunch.after lunch i busy with boasting my work last night
for making her googlepages ready and she admitted it.then the two old
sisters went to shower and my baby was held by his mother haunting
outside,leaving me alone trying to do some final touch to her
googlepages.but i soon fed up with slow speed and gave up.then i
operated on pc offline to sort my sd card of my pda,and attempting to
find my heading works when i worked for qrrs cable tv but in vain.time
glides and then all members returned.my baby slept sound in his
mother's arms and till i finished my dinner he woke up from bedroom.we
ate dumplines at dinner.then i docked a cafe far from qrrs dorm zone
but near then the cafe i surfed in the morning.i tried quite some pcs
but most of its front usb port was disabled.and in the process i lost
its registry card.it took me 10 yuan as key money and likely a dispute
awaiting me.
bye.i love u.kiss u with jeer.
heavily hacked.proxy mostly blocked.google logined but returned a
interface without due logined information while open www.gmail.com it
open ur email box.dog captured and manipulated byte flows.
ordinary sunny morning
last night my baby's mother asked for net storage for her video file
in our daily bless and i felt she now become enjoying cyberspace.so i
felt encouraged to went to cafe again after 9 pm to publish her
googlepages and registered her another youtube account.i finished
after 11 pm.before i finished some persons haunted around my seat and
i was heavily bited.however,i felt accomplished on the way returning
to dorm.in the night i felt weakest bite on me,but i however still
fell into sleep a bit late.i had to get up to make water before i fell
into sleep.in the dawn i remembered i dreamed first a man determined
to improve railway's efficience and offer people a cheaper and faster
railway.but he was hunted by a laidoff of railway,likely a foremore
watchman.but the determined man finally succeeded.then i was brought
into the western area of china and there an old woman whose hometown
was eastern of china collecting a lots of old coins of ancient china
and with a woman caring her.she had a nice sword and won anothe young
woman by only a poise in their compete.in the end we r on a train to
eastern china and its aftermath i can't memory now.
its peaceful cafe till now.i first time enjoy the widescreen lcd of
brand acer.gamers babbled but that's the pleisure of digital life.i
will saw my baby after posted here.i can't see the width and depth of
surveilance of dog but i enjoyed the peace by now.last night in cafe
after i posted my email to my blogger successfully via proxy and just
when i browseing a political group within google group the web was cut
off.and i had to switched to surf without proxy.so the surveilance
penetrating the proxy,through the byte flow.every internet cafe's
registeration card seemingly serialized in the united number
series,indicating from a centual monitor.
bye.i love u.china never can seperate from the world.the brutal
surveilance system by dog and its dictated host never survived a
century.changes underwent unnoticeable.i saw the world under god's
united kingdom all over.
kiss u with bright.
in our daily bless and i felt she now become enjoying cyberspace.so i
felt encouraged to went to cafe again after 9 pm to publish her
googlepages and registered her another youtube account.i finished
after 11 pm.before i finished some persons haunted around my seat and
i was heavily bited.however,i felt accomplished on the way returning
to dorm.in the night i felt weakest bite on me,but i however still
fell into sleep a bit late.i had to get up to make water before i fell
into sleep.in the dawn i remembered i dreamed first a man determined
to improve railway's efficience and offer people a cheaper and faster
railway.but he was hunted by a laidoff of railway,likely a foremore
watchman.but the determined man finally succeeded.then i was brought
into the western area of china and there an old woman whose hometown
was eastern of china collecting a lots of old coins of ancient china
and with a woman caring her.she had a nice sword and won anothe young
woman by only a poise in their compete.in the end we r on a train to
eastern china and its aftermath i can't memory now.
its peaceful cafe till now.i first time enjoy the widescreen lcd of
brand acer.gamers babbled but that's the pleisure of digital life.i
will saw my baby after posted here.i can't see the width and depth of
surveilance of dog but i enjoyed the peace by now.last night in cafe
after i posted my email to my blogger successfully via proxy and just
when i browseing a political group within google group the web was cut
off.and i had to switched to surf without proxy.so the surveilance
penetrating the proxy,through the byte flow.every internet cafe's
registeration card seemingly serialized in the united number
series,indicating from a centual monitor.
bye.i love u.china never can seperate from the world.the brutal
surveilance system by dog and its dictated host never survived a
century.changes underwent unnoticeable.i saw the world under god's
united kingdom all over.
kiss u with bright.
Friday, November 17, 2006
clear warm sunny day.
last night after returning to the dorm,my baby's mother soon buzzed in
and in our talk she was very cordial.then i do some reading to the
autobiography of Margaret Hilda Thatcher while leting the rodio
on.after 10 pm i wandered awhile in the room and fell into deep love
and deep sorrow for my baby.i sorry i didn't choose the internet cafe
near his mother's home when i knew i had choice to pick a closer cafe
with a more possible to visit him after posting, but i chose a near
cafe to discipline myself and my baby.in a moment i decided to visit
my baby and stay there a night to compensate my sorrow.then i headed
on when its almost 11 pm.when i arrived the house was dark and after i
turned on bedroom lamp i found his mother breasting him.i held his arm
and felt so dear.after i settled his mother spent quite some time to
let him sleep.and i had a very sound and consolidated sleep.in the
morning his mother got up early to put him on but i just felt
sleepy,for recently i never got up so early.when they ate their
breakfast my baby approached me to wake me up to eat,and i got up
immediately.the morning spent holding my baby playing in the rooms.he
just like to play with all the household materials.when its 10:30 am i
held him outside to receive his mother.just after we got to the ground
he slept on my shoulders and he slept about an hour outside.thx the
sun so bright and warm,he slept very sound.when we turned around and
found the door of the school open and we entered.just a few steps we
saw his mother coming on her bike.at lunch i turned on tv and watch
cctv news and commented the most thing i like to do with cctv was to
dissect it,for its really smothering,quite some original provincial tv
like hunan tv and zhejiang tv,all fade into humdrum for had no access
to independent news under the nowaday censory.then i talked about a
topic detailed last night radio about some universities limited their
students from using their pc by cut down power supply after 0 pm or
even 10:30 pm,i commented dog always likes biting.then i suddenly
recognized at least one of daughters of the old woman married a
cop.maybe her own husband also a cop.i laid aside the idea when i let
my baby playing most of the afternoon,but when its near 4 pm i took a
glimpse into the possiblity of the spy of the old woman and possible
plot concocted by cops around my baby and my old family.then the old
woman urged me to leave.she warmed up some bean juice with mahua(fried
needle) for my baby,when i commented its tasteless she replied my baby
liked it.since the old woman arrived the home was stuffed with all
kinds of biscuits and fruits.i never fed my baby soon frequently daily
with those boughted packed foods.she also seldom cook a changing
diet.most of time in winter our dish was carrot and cabbage sliced
into pieces.my baby sensed my leaving and asked for the caress of the
old woman in advance,leting me doubting her silent exertion on my baby
in these days.
however,she was leaving.my baby's mother told me last time she will be
replaced by the kid sister of her mother.no matter how the evils
brewing,none can harm my baby in fact and indeed.that's my
understanding to the final.
bye.i love u.in these days i also felt hatred toward u and sometimes
indifferent to ur presence.but quite sometimes i felt ur message,ur
love to me must be under deep distort by the animosity and i sure we r
the loved and the coupled with their fruits.
kiss u with bright.
and in our talk she was very cordial.then i do some reading to the
autobiography of Margaret Hilda Thatcher while leting the rodio
on.after 10 pm i wandered awhile in the room and fell into deep love
and deep sorrow for my baby.i sorry i didn't choose the internet cafe
near his mother's home when i knew i had choice to pick a closer cafe
with a more possible to visit him after posting, but i chose a near
cafe to discipline myself and my baby.in a moment i decided to visit
my baby and stay there a night to compensate my sorrow.then i headed
on when its almost 11 pm.when i arrived the house was dark and after i
turned on bedroom lamp i found his mother breasting him.i held his arm
and felt so dear.after i settled his mother spent quite some time to
let him sleep.and i had a very sound and consolidated sleep.in the
morning his mother got up early to put him on but i just felt
sleepy,for recently i never got up so early.when they ate their
breakfast my baby approached me to wake me up to eat,and i got up
immediately.the morning spent holding my baby playing in the rooms.he
just like to play with all the household materials.when its 10:30 am i
held him outside to receive his mother.just after we got to the ground
he slept on my shoulders and he slept about an hour outside.thx the
sun so bright and warm,he slept very sound.when we turned around and
found the door of the school open and we entered.just a few steps we
saw his mother coming on her bike.at lunch i turned on tv and watch
cctv news and commented the most thing i like to do with cctv was to
dissect it,for its really smothering,quite some original provincial tv
like hunan tv and zhejiang tv,all fade into humdrum for had no access
to independent news under the nowaday censory.then i talked about a
topic detailed last night radio about some universities limited their
students from using their pc by cut down power supply after 0 pm or
even 10:30 pm,i commented dog always likes biting.then i suddenly
recognized at least one of daughters of the old woman married a
cop.maybe her own husband also a cop.i laid aside the idea when i let
my baby playing most of the afternoon,but when its near 4 pm i took a
glimpse into the possiblity of the spy of the old woman and possible
plot concocted by cops around my baby and my old family.then the old
woman urged me to leave.she warmed up some bean juice with mahua(fried
needle) for my baby,when i commented its tasteless she replied my baby
liked it.since the old woman arrived the home was stuffed with all
kinds of biscuits and fruits.i never fed my baby soon frequently daily
with those boughted packed foods.she also seldom cook a changing
diet.most of time in winter our dish was carrot and cabbage sliced
into pieces.my baby sensed my leaving and asked for the caress of the
old woman in advance,leting me doubting her silent exertion on my baby
in these days.
however,she was leaving.my baby's mother told me last time she will be
replaced by the kid sister of her mother.no matter how the evils
brewing,none can harm my baby in fact and indeed.that's my
understanding to the final.
bye.i love u.in these days i also felt hatred toward u and sometimes
indifferent to ur presence.but quite sometimes i felt ur message,ur
love to me must be under deep distort by the animosity and i sure we r
the loved and the coupled with their fruits.
kiss u with bright.
Thursday, November 16, 2006
weak sunshine afternoon
i finished registering my account at www.livejournal.com at
http://benzillar.livejournal.com then left.before i finished a dog
seated aside,likely a cop in guise.the cafe titled freedom cafe but
still its very slow when i open a web page,indicating under
supervision of dog.afternoon i laid on bed listening radio but later
the power was cut temperary for about an hour and i stayed in
silence.dog hunting around and let me uncomfortable.sometimes i felt
feeding up with dog but i calmed myself that they just let me remember
my responsibility to cover their corpses with earth on time the day
they doomed.the three cafes near the dorm zone all likely wired to
monitor me, and i lost most of my time on web these days to read my
google contents for i had to fight for a viable proxy to post to my
blog at blogger.its a hunting but i was just bugged to unease.the day
they lose seen by all foresighted people.
bye.i love u.kiss u with blossom.
http://benzillar.livejournal.com then left.before i finished a dog
seated aside,likely a cop in guise.the cafe titled freedom cafe but
still its very slow when i open a web page,indicating under
supervision of dog.afternoon i laid on bed listening radio but later
the power was cut temperary for about an hour and i stayed in
silence.dog hunting around and let me uncomfortable.sometimes i felt
feeding up with dog but i calmed myself that they just let me remember
my responsibility to cover their corpses with earth on time the day
they doomed.the three cafes near the dorm zone all likely wired to
monitor me, and i lost most of my time on web these days to read my
google contents for i had to fight for a viable proxy to post to my
blog at blogger.its a hunting but i was just bugged to unease.the day
they lose seen by all foresighted people.
bye.i love u.kiss u with blossom.
sunny morning
i got up at 11:09 am.last night some illwishes lingered on my body
indifferent directions let me doubt if they r from women.i fenced it
lately and had to get up to make water in midnight.all the dawn i in
dream seemingly doubting if and where i should find myself another
blog site against the possible blocking and pretension by chinese
cops.my blog at myspace.com never blocked but any members of myspace
can't be open for quite some time,indicating hacking or hajacked.my
blog at blogger suffered blocking and hajacking.my only blog within
china at blogcn.com,likely under censory for posting had to wait a day
to display.dogs extending their tent to the most of their ability to
trap me.
bye.i love u.no near no far.kiss u with bright.
indifferent directions let me doubt if they r from women.i fenced it
lately and had to get up to make water in midnight.all the dawn i in
dream seemingly doubting if and where i should find myself another
blog site against the possible blocking and pretension by chinese
cops.my blog at myspace.com never blocked but any members of myspace
can't be open for quite some time,indicating hacking or hajacked.my
blog at blogger suffered blocking and hajacking.my only blog within
china at blogcn.com,likely under censory for posting had to wait a day
to display.dogs extending their tent to the most of their ability to
trap me.
bye.i love u.no near no far.kiss u with bright.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
clear sunny day.
i woke up at 8:23 am and got up at 9:00 am.i dreamed the ceremony of
the prc's foundation,in which mao acted as a crabbed host and zhude
offer a lecture of reciting his poem in traditional chinese poem
form.i went to see my baby son at once.my baby again hide himself in
the hug of the old woman when caught sight of me.but he immediately
approached me and cried when i insisted kissing his leg.all morning i
held him playing at home,till near 10:30 he slept on my shoulders.i
tied him with a carpet of whose two side i held tight to keep warm and
rest his wrest when he slept on my neck.his mother's return woke him
up and his mother busy with let me restore her os and installed again
the domestic antivirus soft titled rising.after lunch we played with
our baby awhile while continuing installation and backup.then we
haunted outside.his mother headed to her school and we toddled on the
street toward the school.when we arrived there and found its door half
open we slided in.a class there having sport lesson and we played on
the yard and gradually approached the teaching building.some students
on the corridor cleaning the ladder and stainless steel bar of the
ladder.my baby stood motionlessly there watched them working.some
teachers acquainted with us.even i felt we r venturing to enter the
working area but we finally retreated to the outer yard again without
any retardment in the building while some men and women busy around.in
the sports yard we played awhile a ditched football till his mother
catched us and urged us to leave.my baby cried awhile after left the
school and i bought an icecream and a bag of inflation food for him
and he demanded eating the icecream at once and we did.he liked the
icecream.i bought some dates(zhao) from the fruit shop on the way,in
memory my search for u.we again played on the waiting room and when i
started to sing loudly my baby slept on my shoulders again.from 3:30
to 4:30 he slept sound on my neck.when i attempted to shift him to bed
he woke up.and i returned after my baby peacefully farewelled to me.
the prc's foundation,in which mao acted as a crabbed host and zhude
offer a lecture of reciting his poem in traditional chinese poem
form.i went to see my baby son at once.my baby again hide himself in
the hug of the old woman when caught sight of me.but he immediately
approached me and cried when i insisted kissing his leg.all morning i
held him playing at home,till near 10:30 he slept on my shoulders.i
tied him with a carpet of whose two side i held tight to keep warm and
rest his wrest when he slept on my neck.his mother's return woke him
up and his mother busy with let me restore her os and installed again
the domestic antivirus soft titled rising.after lunch we played with
our baby awhile while continuing installation and backup.then we
haunted outside.his mother headed to her school and we toddled on the
street toward the school.when we arrived there and found its door half
open we slided in.a class there having sport lesson and we played on
the yard and gradually approached the teaching building.some students
on the corridor cleaning the ladder and stainless steel bar of the
ladder.my baby stood motionlessly there watched them working.some
teachers acquainted with us.even i felt we r venturing to enter the
working area but we finally retreated to the outer yard again without
any retardment in the building while some men and women busy around.in
the sports yard we played awhile a ditched football till his mother
catched us and urged us to leave.my baby cried awhile after left the
school and i bought an icecream and a bag of inflation food for him
and he demanded eating the icecream at once and we did.he liked the
icecream.i bought some dates(zhao) from the fruit shop on the way,in
memory my search for u.we again played on the waiting room and when i
started to sing loudly my baby slept on my shoulders again.from 3:30
to 4:30 he slept sound on my neck.when i attempted to shift him to bed
he woke up.and i returned after my baby peacefully farewelled to me.
at dinner i sat a table with 3 girls likely middle school students.i
drank a bottle of bear for the dish is greasy.when i let out bubble
from my belly,the girl facing me responded and let me smiled a lot.
last night in the cafe i was heavily hacked.a website of www.pxdxa.com
was blocked for quite some time and let me doubting if its shut.so
when i surf with proxy i checked it and found its well working.so i
started to download my pda a doc editor but dogs not let me having it
to correct my blog they frequently modified within my account they
broke in and let the pc hanged.i reset two times but it still
illworking,so i changed a pc but it again being hacked to err and when
i killed some suspectable process it rebooted itself.then i left.dog
really saw more and more their losing.
bye.i love u.kiss u with warm heart.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
all day sunny.
the air is warm.the sky is clear.i went to the library of qrrs to
borrow 3 copies of pc magzines.i read one of it thoroughly in the
sunshine in room.dogs bited around when i read.the cafe's boss likely
a dog.last time he pretending sleeping on the chair on my back and
laid a leg on a stool pointed me.that and other dogs in the cafe let
me unconfortable for all the time i surfed there.this time he peeked
his head around me and retreated when catched sight of me far from the
sight of the recept desk of the cafe.dogs just out of their track.
borrow 3 copies of pc magzines.i read one of it thoroughly in the
sunshine in room.dogs bited around when i read.the cafe's boss likely
a dog.last time he pretending sleeping on the chair on my back and
laid a leg on a stool pointed me.that and other dogs in the cafe let
me unconfortable for all the time i surfed there.this time he peeked
his head around me and retreated when catched sight of me far from the
sight of the recept desk of the cafe.dogs just out of their track.
its a busy afternoon for me,for i kept reading till dinner time.in
fact i almost forgot the time to dinner.but i m also at leisure,for pc
magzine entertained me.at dinner there r quite some young girls likely
lodged middle school students of qrrs' middle school.i don't hesitate
a second to sit aside the table they sat.they r just so eyes
attacting.
dogs biting now.i had not so much to utter now.i just felt its a long
time in today and felt relaxed by tomorrow's visiting my baby son.i
love life like this,no matter how lonely my heart in search for
girls,in searching u.
bye.i will do some reading on web.i love u.kiss u with lightened heart.
beautiful sunshine.
i woke up at 8:03 am and started to listen radio when its just to 9:00
am.dogs let me urgent to make water but i held it till after 8 am.the
economic channel of beijing's centual radio reporting iron demands
slumping and retail price of agriculture and house increasing.but the
stock market soaring.i always felt puzzled when the cpc claimed from
their sovereign the country was a whole unity and all property share
and all member of the people r workers of the country,how can it
breeds so many stockholders.these interest groups or blocks or dots
within the unity or outside of the unity and bargain with the unity?if
within the unity,if the one unity died?if its outside of the unity
then from the start the unity was not a unity,but a dominating one
with other unities.if the prc was a mighty master with arm force,how
can its servants,those high rank cardres with well salary,hold their
restrains not to steal the property of his master,esp. when now they
earn high salary and bargain in the stock market with stateowned
enterprises' stateowned shares,ie the master,and those free
enterpreneurs and foreigh investors, with their salary as their
capital? or if the new products as surplus of the unity and dispersed
among its members including the master and its servants according to
their contributions,as the marxism claimed the source of the commence
of private property,who will judge the distribution righteous? i
always felt the china stock market just a unreal cheating arena to
money laundry the stealing cardres' theft.i only know russia dispersed
all stateowned enterprise equally to its people and after that can be
a free market to be found,and i think that's probably the only way to
deal with china's stateowned property.
bye.i love u.kiss u with bright.
am.dogs let me urgent to make water but i held it till after 8 am.the
economic channel of beijing's centual radio reporting iron demands
slumping and retail price of agriculture and house increasing.but the
stock market soaring.i always felt puzzled when the cpc claimed from
their sovereign the country was a whole unity and all property share
and all member of the people r workers of the country,how can it
breeds so many stockholders.these interest groups or blocks or dots
within the unity or outside of the unity and bargain with the unity?if
within the unity,if the one unity died?if its outside of the unity
then from the start the unity was not a unity,but a dominating one
with other unities.if the prc was a mighty master with arm force,how
can its servants,those high rank cardres with well salary,hold their
restrains not to steal the property of his master,esp. when now they
earn high salary and bargain in the stock market with stateowned
enterprises' stateowned shares,ie the master,and those free
enterpreneurs and foreigh investors, with their salary as their
capital? or if the new products as surplus of the unity and dispersed
among its members including the master and its servants according to
their contributions,as the marxism claimed the source of the commence
of private property,who will judge the distribution righteous? i
always felt the china stock market just a unreal cheating arena to
money laundry the stealing cardres' theft.i only know russia dispersed
all stateowned enterprise equally to its people and after that can be
a free market to be found,and i think that's probably the only way to
deal with china's stateowned property.
bye.i love u.kiss u with bright.
Monday, November 13, 2006
started to uncomparable sunshine in afternoon.
i got up at 9:13 am.i dreamed temporarily lived in a family with a son and a daughter and their parents.my elder brother and our once old bull also appeared in my dream.after woke up i knew my second elder brother and my second elder sister endured the hardest time in our grand father's youth as well as the new republic and they had the will and reservation for a boarder dream not paler than mine.
when i arrived my baby received me happily.but he cried to refuse my kissing his leg but i did on my own.i held him playing the basin in which there r some used water.he messed up all cook utensils available.he slept on my shoulders when its near 10:30 am and woke up when his mother returned at 11:30 am.after lunch we haunted outside as i suggested to shot.we went to sports yard where a crowd of elemental school students there and watched us shotting.after returned home i busy with sorting the sd card while his mother milked him.when his mother left for her school he approached me to ask for my attending him.all afternoon he insisted my caress him to play.we really had a good time even i frequently want to continue my work on pc.he slept when its 3:30 pm on my neck for an hour.i sang a lot when he sleeping.we watched tv peacefully after he woke up till his mother returned.then i busy with backup shots to my udisk.after dinner i left and ported here to write u and published our shots.
bye.i love u.kiss u with bright.hope the snow bring u clean and clear mind.
btw, the post titled 'pale morning,now snowing. ' posted on Nov. 12 including a line reads 'who shown the caligraphy of his father,likely named xiaqing(summer cyan),who experted at handwriting and crave and also a worker's model medalist as being a middle school teacher for qrrs' school as i known.',in which the 'crave' should be 'carve',i meant seal carving,in chinese zhuanke.
for blogger was blocked by chinese dogs.u can still read it via my google doc.
my blog from 2006.8.10--11.9
my blog update after 20066.11.9
when i arrived my baby received me happily.but he cried to refuse my kissing his leg but i did on my own.i held him playing the basin in which there r some used water.he messed up all cook utensils available.he slept on my shoulders when its near 10:30 am and woke up when his mother returned at 11:30 am.after lunch we haunted outside as i suggested to shot.we went to sports yard where a crowd of elemental school students there and watched us shotting.after returned home i busy with sorting the sd card while his mother milked him.when his mother left for her school he approached me to ask for my attending him.all afternoon he insisted my caress him to play.we really had a good time even i frequently want to continue my work on pc.he slept when its 3:30 pm on my neck for an hour.i sang a lot when he sleeping.we watched tv peacefully after he woke up till his mother returned.then i busy with backup shots to my udisk.after dinner i left and ported here to write u and published our shots.
bye.i love u.kiss u with bright.hope the snow bring u clean and clear mind.
btw, the post titled 'pale morning,now snowing. ' posted on Nov. 12 including a line reads 'who shown the caligraphy of his father,likely named xiaqing(summer cyan),who experted at handwriting and crave and also a worker's model medalist as being a middle school teacher for qrrs' school as i known.',in which the 'crave' should be 'carve',i meant seal carving,in chinese zhuanke.
for blogger was blocked by chinese dogs.u can still read it via my google doc.
my blog from 2006.8.10--11.9
my blog update after 20066.11.9
Sunday, November 12, 2006
afternoon snow finally let it like a real snow of winter.
when i left the cafe at noon its snowing and continously in the
afternoon.i roamed in the snow in the tree yard of the dorm zone.some
little students there attending class there sliding on the ice and let
me befirended.i toddled for about an hour.snow gathered on my suite
but it didn't wet it.then i returned room and wandering and
wondering.later i listened radio on bed.then read autobiography of
Margaret Hilda Thatcher,the former primer of uk.till 4:20 pm i laid it
down and ready to left for dinner.after dinner i sorted my family
email list within my gmail and most of the an hour passed.now i m
ready to leave.dog's biting restlessly.
bye.i love u.my seat near the lavatory which is smelly.so i wouldn't
kiss u.the white snow blesses u.its so refreshing,so ehchanting.thx
god.
afternoon.i roamed in the snow in the tree yard of the dorm zone.some
little students there attending class there sliding on the ice and let
me befirended.i toddled for about an hour.snow gathered on my suite
but it didn't wet it.then i returned room and wandering and
wondering.later i listened radio on bed.then read autobiography of
Margaret Hilda Thatcher,the former primer of uk.till 4:20 pm i laid it
down and ready to left for dinner.after dinner i sorted my family
email list within my gmail and most of the an hour passed.now i m
ready to leave.dog's biting restlessly.
bye.i love u.my seat near the lavatory which is smelly.so i wouldn't
kiss u.the white snow blesses u.its so refreshing,so ehchanting.thx
god.
pale morning,now snowing.
i woke up after 7 am and started to listen radio at 9:18 am.in the dawn i dreamed one of my once colleague named xiaxiaodan(summer little red),who shown the caligraphy of his father,likely named xiaqing(summer cyan),who experted at handwriting and crave and also a worker's model medalist as being a middle school teacher for qrrs' school as i known.the grandson and granddaughter busy practising handwriting under his influence.then i in a sports yard and i jogged on the track and found soccor training team.then some young men playing poker on the yard.they r likely offspring of wellbeing and gangsters,both have lots of leisure time.then their wifes replaced them to playing there and they shifted to a table farer the side of the yard to play.dogs biting while i stayed on bed listening radio and then i recalled ur possible interaction with me.i got up near 10 am.
after lunch i here busy with sorting my contacts list,mainly my own and my son and his mother's email accounts.i likely to exceed 1 hour here this time even i felt sorry.but in fact with the 50 yuan from my once working place i didn't bankrupt my budget of lodge and board.
the snow likely stopped.i hope she can help me clean my hot brain with contnuous snowing.
bye.i love u.kiss u with cool.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
extraordinary sunny day.
i got up at 8:49 am and immediate to see my baby.his mother at home when i arrived and she is busy with shot my baby and me.when i started to sort the sd card of the camera his mother left.i held my baby playing till the old woman left and my baby became irritated for being sleepy.i hurried to find his coat and left the home.he sat silently on my shoulders when i passed the grocers aside the street toward his mother's school.when we started to walk outside around the south garden and when i started to sing he fell into sleep.i stayed in front of the front gate of south garden,facing the bright sun,and stalked.when i felt better to see if his mother's school's door open throught the south garden western door,he woke up on my neck.he directed me to turn back to pick a shortcut to the western door but i hinted him to buy some snacks.he admitted it and i bought him a bag of rice biscuit and we ate at once.the door of his mother's school later opened and we slided in.we entered the classroom building and waited his mother on the first floor passway.he also practised to move on the steep ladders of the passway with my hands in his hands.soon the crowd of students leaving,some girl students kissed my baby's cheek.we finally met his mother and he asked his mother to hold him to watch the side building's corridor.we all felt glad.at lunch he insisted playing spool and till his mother can't afford his spoiling soup.after lunch he was sent to sleep after milked.so did his mother and the old woman.i went alone to shower.after i returned his mother again started to shot him with the old woman and the son of his mother's aunt.then i bragged my knowledge on digital home to his mother and all of them kept listening.my baby busy with playing aside till i finished my bubble and in high spirit.at dinner i drank a tin of beer and my baby also tasted some of it.we had a good time full day.
last night the dogs bited heavily but later i felt its u missing me and i started to consider our relation.the bright sun in daytime let me feel i m under bless of u.
its really a nice sunny day.so auspicious.i know u r in the mood of deep love to me.i felt glad seeing the bright of our piteful love.
bye.i love u.kiss u with sunshine.
some shots by his mother.
last night the dogs bited heavily but later i felt its u missing me and i started to consider our relation.the bright sun in daytime let me feel i m under bless of u.
its really a nice sunny day.so auspicious.i know u r in the mood of deep love to me.i felt glad seeing the bright of our piteful love.
bye.i love u.kiss u with sunshine.
some shots by his mother.
Friday, November 10, 2006
pale afternoon
i laid myself on bed most of the afternoon.first part i listening
music,then in silence,then listening then roamed in the room.i
reviewed my family life when i was a boy.my mother's love among our
brothers.i also recalled my best friend in college,qiuxiaolin,and
bianbaqiongda,a taibet paiting student in tianjin art college.they let
me smile and in understanding to their kindness.i also saw the girl
haunted in the dorm canteen these days in my mind eyes.she is a tall
girl with admirable figure,a little bit stronger than u.i always
prefer slim girl,but she also let me burning.i don't know where she
from and who she is,but i know i m weak in girl's fondness.days and
nights turns my heart for girl's love more drought.and fears and tears
turns me more prone to melt in sweet heart or sheep's eye.
at dinner,i arrived earlier in the aim to meet the girl.but just met a
cop in uniform there.regarding the authority of the state force i felt
laughable.i watched tv which live skill skate contest and i enjoyed a
couple show from us.i know i was blessed.
bye.i love u.kiss u with more snow in sight.
music,then in silence,then listening then roamed in the room.i
reviewed my family life when i was a boy.my mother's love among our
brothers.i also recalled my best friend in college,qiuxiaolin,and
bianbaqiongda,a taibet paiting student in tianjin art college.they let
me smile and in understanding to their kindness.i also saw the girl
haunted in the dorm canteen these days in my mind eyes.she is a tall
girl with admirable figure,a little bit stronger than u.i always
prefer slim girl,but she also let me burning.i don't know where she
from and who she is,but i know i m weak in girl's fondness.days and
nights turns my heart for girl's love more drought.and fears and tears
turns me more prone to melt in sweet heart or sheep's eye.
at dinner,i arrived earlier in the aim to meet the girl.but just met a
cop in uniform there.regarding the authority of the state force i felt
laughable.i watched tv which live skill skate contest and i enjoyed a
couple show from us.i know i was blessed.
bye.i love u.kiss u with more snow in sight.
btw,in the post of nov. 9th titled 'sunny morning' there was a line :
'last night i dreamed of chenlong(become
dragon),the hongkang kongfu actor,whose son named
fangzuming,interviewed with our a semester including 4 or 5 children
including a white girl and teached by show his acting in movies.',it
likely should be 'last night i dreamed of chenlong(become
dragon),the hongkang kongfu actor,whose son named
fangzuming,interviewed with our a seminar including 4 or 5 children
including a white girl and teached by show his acting in movies.' i
sometimes confused by 'semester' and 'seminar'.
sunny morning.
i got up after 9 am.i stayed in quilt listening radio for quite some time.the day light on the curtain is so bright that let me doubting if its snow covered outside.after getting up i listened to the economic channel of centual radio from beijing relayed by local radio in fm band.the stock market soaring.the high cardres busying bailing out the deposit of the republic to their private pocket for a ready to desert the main land.they can leave a bankrupt government to the common people,like a paper tiger as mao sneered once at us.most of the people on mainland deserved it for their inactiveness to robery and pressing in the short history of prc.
bye.i love u.kiss u with serious tear for ongoing loss to my kingdom.
bye.i love u.kiss u with serious tear for ongoing loss to my kingdom.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
sunny all day,even weak
when i arrived my baby first time avoided me and hide om the back of
the old woman.soon we reunited.for i spent 2 hour in the cafe near his
mother's home to try blog backup soft,its already 11 am.so we soon
went outside to receive his mother.the door of the school locked so we
wandered outside.we later visited the grocer near the school where i
bought my baby a little bag of fried needle and let him eat.when he
refused to eat i went to the south garden grocer,intending to buy him
a bag of rice biscuit which he liked last time.but the grocer didn't
at service.we returned and found the door of the school open now so we
entered.my baby disliked to sit on my neck so i shifted him into arms
and found the towel wetted by his mouthwater and freezed and let his
cheek redden.i felt very sorry.so i hastened to enter the classroom
building when we met some colleagues of his mother.one of them even
offer my baby a boiled pachyrhizus,but my baby ate less.after lunch
his mother let me restore her notebook os for the antivirus soft
rising,a domestic product their school bought,didn't clean her os but
let it slower.my baby refused to sleep even his mother milked him and
tried to let him sleep.after his mother left,he soon slept in my arms
and i laid him on bed after he slept sound.but the old woman now got
up and went to the corridor to sort cabbage and woke my baby up.he
again slept after i held him in arms and i toddled with him in arms
for quite some time.later i laid him down to bed and stayed aside the
bed doubting what i need do in internet cafe.my baby soon woke up and
we played some time on bed.i kissed him a lot.then i held him stride
in the waiting room and sang a lot.just when we reached his mother's
school's classroom building we saw his mother.i ate dinner there.
its a nice day with my baby.i proud of my baby and i love him more
than i love myself.i worship him as i worship god,as i worship my
grand father.he is the brightest star in my sky.
bye.i love u.kiss u with shrinked universe of my love.
the old woman.soon we reunited.for i spent 2 hour in the cafe near his
mother's home to try blog backup soft,its already 11 am.so we soon
went outside to receive his mother.the door of the school locked so we
wandered outside.we later visited the grocer near the school where i
bought my baby a little bag of fried needle and let him eat.when he
refused to eat i went to the south garden grocer,intending to buy him
a bag of rice biscuit which he liked last time.but the grocer didn't
at service.we returned and found the door of the school open now so we
entered.my baby disliked to sit on my neck so i shifted him into arms
and found the towel wetted by his mouthwater and freezed and let his
cheek redden.i felt very sorry.so i hastened to enter the classroom
building when we met some colleagues of his mother.one of them even
offer my baby a boiled pachyrhizus,but my baby ate less.after lunch
his mother let me restore her notebook os for the antivirus soft
rising,a domestic product their school bought,didn't clean her os but
let it slower.my baby refused to sleep even his mother milked him and
tried to let him sleep.after his mother left,he soon slept in my arms
and i laid him on bed after he slept sound.but the old woman now got
up and went to the corridor to sort cabbage and woke my baby up.he
again slept after i held him in arms and i toddled with him in arms
for quite some time.later i laid him down to bed and stayed aside the
bed doubting what i need do in internet cafe.my baby soon woke up and
we played some time on bed.i kissed him a lot.then i held him stride
in the waiting room and sang a lot.just when we reached his mother's
school's classroom building we saw his mother.i ate dinner there.
its a nice day with my baby.i proud of my baby and i love him more
than i love myself.i worship him as i worship god,as i worship my
grand father.he is the brightest star in my sky.
bye.i love u.kiss u with shrinked universe of my love.
dogs now captured my email to my blogger.they block my email to
benzillar.blogspot.com.
--
还我河山
你在清贫中呆得太久了
你分不清月色的石子和清癯的星
眸子的星芒浮于薄霭
厌倦的兽眼阴雨中低低沉吼
sunny all day,even weak
when i arrived my baby first time avoided me and hide om the back of
the old woman.soon we reunited.for i spent 2 hour in the cafe near his
mother's home to try blog backup soft,its already 11 am.so we soon
went outside to receive his mother.the door of the school locked so we
wandered outside.we later visited the grocer near the school where i
bought my baby a little bag of fried needle and let him eat.when he
refused to eat i went to the south garden grocer,intending to buy him
a bag of rice biscuit which he liked last time.but the grocer didn't
at service.we returned and found the door of the school open now so we
entered.my baby disliked to sit on my neck so i shifted him into arms
and found the towel wetted by his mouthwater and freezed and let his
cheek redden.i felt very sorry.so i hastened to enter the classroom
building when we met some colleagues of his mother.one of them even
offer my baby a boiled pachyrhizus,but my baby ate less.after lunch
his mother let me restore her notebook os for the antivirus soft
rising,a domestic product their school bought,didn't clean her os but
let it slower.my baby refused to sleep even his mother milked him and
tried to let him sleep.after his mother left,he soon slept in my arms
and i laid him on bed after he slept sound.but the old woman now got
up and went to the corridor to sort cabbage and woke my baby up.he
again slept after i held him in arms and i toddled with him in arms
for quite some time.later i laid him down to bed and stayed aside the
bed doubting what i need do in internet cafe.my baby soon woke up and
we played some time on bed.i kissed him a lot.then i held him stride
in the waiting room and sang a lot.just when we reached his mother's
school's classroom building we saw his mother.i ate dinner there.
its a nice day with my baby.i proud of my baby and i love him more
than i love myself.i worship him as i worship god,as i worship my
grand father.he is the brightest star in my sky.
bye.i love u.kiss u with shrinked universe of my love.
the old woman.soon we reunited.for i spent 2 hour in the cafe near his
mother's home to try blog backup soft,its already 11 am.so we soon
went outside to receive his mother.the door of the school locked so we
wandered outside.we later visited the grocer near the school where i
bought my baby a little bag of fried needle and let him eat.when he
refused to eat i went to the south garden grocer,intending to buy him
a bag of rice biscuit which he liked last time.but the grocer didn't
at service.we returned and found the door of the school open now so we
entered.my baby disliked to sit on my neck so i shifted him into arms
and found the towel wetted by his mouthwater and freezed and let his
cheek redden.i felt very sorry.so i hastened to enter the classroom
building when we met some colleagues of his mother.one of them even
offer my baby a boiled pachyrhizus,but my baby ate less.after lunch
his mother let me restore her notebook os for the antivirus soft
rising,a domestic product their school bought,didn't clean her os but
let it slower.my baby refused to sleep even his mother milked him and
tried to let him sleep.after his mother left,he soon slept in my arms
and i laid him on bed after he slept sound.but the old woman now got
up and went to the corridor to sort cabbage and woke my baby up.he
again slept after i held him in arms and i toddled with him in arms
for quite some time.later i laid him down to bed and stayed aside the
bed doubting what i need do in internet cafe.my baby soon woke up and
we played some time on bed.i kissed him a lot.then i held him stride
in the waiting room and sang a lot.just when we reached his mother's
school's classroom building we saw his mother.i ate dinner there.
its a nice day with my baby.i proud of my baby and i love him more
than i love myself.i worship him as i worship god,as i worship my
grand father.he is the brightest star in my sky.
bye.i love u.kiss u with shrinked universe of my love.
dogs now captured my email to my blogger.they block my email to
benzillar.blogspot.com.
--
还我河山
你在清贫中呆得太久了
你分不清月色的石子和清癯的星
眸子的星芒浮于薄霭
厌倦的兽眼阴雨中低低沉吼
sunny morning
i got up at 8:23 am.last night i dreamed of chenlong(become
dragon),the hongkang kongfu actor,whose son named
fangzuming,interviewed with our a semester including 4 or 5 children
including a white girl and teached by show his acting in movies.then i
got up to urine,its about 6 am and i met a man just leaving the
lavatory and enter his room near the washing room and a man washing in
the washing room.after returned to bed,i dreamed of chenqian(journey
ahead),the once emcee of cctv's program 'zhengdazongyi' and
actor,steered a boat in a lake to fight japanese enemy,liking a common
scene in the PRC's movie.i don't know if he is acting or in real in
the dream.after all i felt glad to be blessed to dream.
last night i was heavily hacked and i don't know what a threat
challenges my posting here.so i decided to use one of my google
group,benzyrnill, to post against unauthorized modifications.
it seems a fine day.i know a link to our neighbor,japan.after all love
is immortality.
bye.i love u.kiss u.only love can save our marriage.no matter how we r
bond with family history, god let us love.that leads peace and
harmony.
dragon),the hongkang kongfu actor,whose son named
fangzuming,interviewed with our a semester including 4 or 5 children
including a white girl and teached by show his acting in movies.then i
got up to urine,its about 6 am and i met a man just leaving the
lavatory and enter his room near the washing room and a man washing in
the washing room.after returned to bed,i dreamed of chenqian(journey
ahead),the once emcee of cctv's program 'zhengdazongyi' and
actor,steered a boat in a lake to fight japanese enemy,liking a common
scene in the PRC's movie.i don't know if he is acting or in real in
the dream.after all i felt glad to be blessed to dream.
last night i was heavily hacked and i don't know what a threat
challenges my posting here.so i decided to use one of my google
group,benzyrnill, to post against unauthorized modifications.
it seems a fine day.i know a link to our neighbor,japan.after all love
is immortality.
bye.i love u.kiss u.only love can save our marriage.no matter how we r
bond with family history, god let us love.that leads peace and
harmony.
btw,in post of 'unclear morning' posted on nov. 8 ,'what can soothe
thirst for fresh flesh of girl,what can cure the simplicity of the
universe.' should be 'what can soothe thirst for fresh flesh of
girl,what can cure the singularity of the universe.'.i mean the
singularity of universe as described by the famous physical scientist
Stephen Hawking.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
snowing most time of the afternoon
just when i left the cafe the snow flowing all over the street.however
its not so heavily and in later afternoon it stopped.left the road
whiter and sanitier.i roamed in the room most of the
afternoon,wondering.two neighbor rooms both unlocked when i went to
lavatory for some times.dogs,including the head dog in ur family
name,appeared in my mind to show its fear to let me see his
endeavor.now in the cafe when i tried to backup my blog with softs,it
block my blog at myspace.com and blogger.com as usual,but he also let
the browser ie windows illworking.i had to reset to escape its
evils.some proxies several days ago workable turned invalid now.i know
some guy in ur family name quite evil,like the head dog,like the
3721's former ceo.all shits.i know u sometimes illwilled but that's
not the part i want to see and accept.i know u r mine,and u r
kindhearted.the circle of chinese yinyang consisted of 2 parts,and u r
the white part.i know ur family is dominant but u and ur parents
innocent.that's what i known and i insisted as the condition with
which i can accept u.ur father is a stateman, not a dog.a dog of ur
family name chasing me,and felt assured, but he just a slave,a negro,a
jackal.he doomed to ruin himself and the shabby leaf boat he and his
host stood.that's the whole story of the man,the name doomed to be
forgot.
bye.i love u.kiss u with pour white.
its not so heavily and in later afternoon it stopped.left the road
whiter and sanitier.i roamed in the room most of the
afternoon,wondering.two neighbor rooms both unlocked when i went to
lavatory for some times.dogs,including the head dog in ur family
name,appeared in my mind to show its fear to let me see his
endeavor.now in the cafe when i tried to backup my blog with softs,it
block my blog at myspace.com and blogger.com as usual,but he also let
the browser ie windows illworking.i had to reset to escape its
evils.some proxies several days ago workable turned invalid now.i know
some guy in ur family name quite evil,like the head dog,like the
3721's former ceo.all shits.i know u sometimes illwilled but that's
not the part i want to see and accept.i know u r mine,and u r
kindhearted.the circle of chinese yinyang consisted of 2 parts,and u r
the white part.i know ur family is dominant but u and ur parents
innocent.that's what i known and i insisted as the condition with
which i can accept u.ur father is a stateman, not a dog.a dog of ur
family name chasing me,and felt assured, but he just a slave,a negro,a
jackal.he doomed to ruin himself and the shabby leaf boat he and his
host stood.that's the whole story of the man,the name doomed to be
forgot.
bye.i love u.kiss u with pour white.
sunny in the early morning,then turns gloomy
i got up at 9:19 am.last night i reviewed a lot and my way and my responsibilty.when i woke up the sunshine tinted my curtain.i didn't attend the working place i once worked,a kindergarten and a minigarden apart from the dorm zone.after getting up i listened the radio but later some radio channels missing,only left 2 or 3 available in FM wave band area.the 'voice of china' missing and the memory function also illworked and can't memory even i pust it to memorize.i checked my pda for sometimes and then missing in wondering.the weather turned cloudy and the sky was dark.after lunch i arrived here but had to wait for some time for a available pc in the cafe.most of the customers r little students and older boyes playing games.i felt games should be thanked for offering so many entertains to young persons.
dogs biting now.
last night i check my blogs downloaded to my pda and found many unauthorized modifications to my original posts.dogs union felt they can manipulate anything in guise.i first felt surer on myspace but now i found my blog on it also modified to distort my word and message.they never block myspace.com but blocked blogger.com and blogspot.com.they traced all my account activity and broke any time to modify to obscure my message.they r the biggest thief and the most disgusting shadow gay.
bye.i love u.kiss u with limpidity.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
unclear morning.
i got up at 9:08 am.last night dogs' biting strangely lost its most
power and left weak part on my body indifferet any direction.i stayed
awake lately,and review my breaking-heart love with the girl likely in
family name of fang(square) when she was a sophermore in nankai unv.
and when i prepared my master degree entrance exam there.i never
regret for my deep love to her but in the dawn today i felt its her
fault and weak not to offer her trust and responsiblity to our
flashing love.and i blame all girls passed by me just left me a clue
of their fondness and emptiness and single so far. for them don't love
indeed.they love cozy life to avoid facing loneliness and cold dark in
human life and human knowledge in universe.i felt i thought with my
own truth i encountered in quite some harsh moments including my broke
down in nankai unv.. love is the most cherished gift of god, but
loneliness was the truth of routine life.i felt only i can live with
loneliness will i live with my pride and glory of my own.i needn't
god's attending, god's know my suffering in the end.he or she also
endures loneliness.what can soothe thirst for fresh flesh of girl,what
can cure the simplicity of the universe.i also got a glimpse to all my
baby's mother's attitude to me and my possible attitude to the
world,near and far,a change to attest myself.i want to change in a
pulse but i calmed to obey the silence and null rule.in doubt i
heading to my baby's mother's home and i decked a internet cafe here
half way to enjoy my interest group here.if i afford,i can live in
indifferece.if i ever love, i bleed to laugh.gaps may there, i don't
know if i will take a new stance.
bye.i love u.kiss u with sight.
power and left weak part on my body indifferet any direction.i stayed
awake lately,and review my breaking-heart love with the girl likely in
family name of fang(square) when she was a sophermore in nankai unv.
and when i prepared my master degree entrance exam there.i never
regret for my deep love to her but in the dawn today i felt its her
fault and weak not to offer her trust and responsiblity to our
flashing love.and i blame all girls passed by me just left me a clue
of their fondness and emptiness and single so far. for them don't love
indeed.they love cozy life to avoid facing loneliness and cold dark in
human life and human knowledge in universe.i felt i thought with my
own truth i encountered in quite some harsh moments including my broke
down in nankai unv.. love is the most cherished gift of god, but
loneliness was the truth of routine life.i felt only i can live with
loneliness will i live with my pride and glory of my own.i needn't
god's attending, god's know my suffering in the end.he or she also
endures loneliness.what can soothe thirst for fresh flesh of girl,what
can cure the simplicity of the universe.i also got a glimpse to all my
baby's mother's attitude to me and my possible attitude to the
world,near and far,a change to attest myself.i want to change in a
pulse but i calmed to obey the silence and null rule.in doubt i
heading to my baby's mother's home and i decked a internet cafe here
half way to enjoy my interest group here.if i afford,i can live in
indifferece.if i ever love, i bleed to laugh.gaps may there, i don't
know if i will take a new stance.
bye.i love u.kiss u with sight.
first snow finally dripped,even last no long
when i left the cafe in the morning the snow waving on the street.its so prosperous.when i arrived my baby just woke up by my unlocking door and he immediately asked for my caress.in the morning i so far felt so solitude and my baby warmed and relieved me with his kindness and understanding.soon his mother arrived and we had lunch at once.his mother shown especial caring for him and again left me in relief.my baby also especially cute and cordial.he entertained us both with his eating and shitting.after lunch we prepared to shot pictures outside and i suggested in the ground garden just below the building her home located.its plain but the shrub and bushes prosperous.we met some familiars of his mother and his mother urged us to return soon.so we returned.then i busy with sorting the pictures and movies while his mother milked him and let him slept.later the department director of my once working place buzzed in and asked for talk with an offer of some gift money for journalist day tomorrow at same time.i kissed my baby in dream and left.in the office the dep. director inquired about my situation and asked for me to take part in working time.i admitted it and returned to the dorm.then i sensed my love and forgive for some girls in my life,including fang(square),lu and u,zhou.the qrrser planting cypresses in the garden where they laid down large trees.some worker stayed in front of my window and dirty willed,so i went to dinner.i felt something interacted with me and puting me into a new setting.bye.i love u.kiss u with white of snow.
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| From the Son in th... |
unclear morning.
i got up at 9:08 am.last night dogs' biting strangely lost its most
power and left weak part on my body indifferet any direction.i stayed
awake lately,and review my breaking-heart love with the girl likely in
family name of fang(square) when she was a sophermore in nankai unv.
and when i prepared my master degree entrance exam there.i never
regret for my deep love to her but in the dawn today i felt its her
fault and weak not to offer her trust and responsiblity to our
flashing love.and i blame all girls passed by me just left me a clue
of their fondness and emptiness and single so far. for them don't love
indeed.they love cozy life to avoid facing loneliness and cold dark in
human life and human knowledge in universe.i felt i thought with my
own truth i encountered in quite some harsh moments including my broke
down in nankai unv.. love is the most cherished gift of god, but
loneliness was the truth of routine life.i felt only i can live with
loneliness will i live with my pride and glory of my own.i needn't
god's attending, god's know my suffering in the end.he or she also
endures loneliness.what can soothe thirst for fresh flesh of girl,what
can cure the simplicity of the universe.i also got a glimpse to all my
baby's mother's attitude to me and my possible attitude to the
world,near and far,a change to attest myself.i want to change in a
pulse but i calmed to obey the silence and null rule.in doubt i
heading to my baby's mother's home and i decked a internet cafe here
half way to enjoy my interest group here.if i afford,i can live in
indifferece.if i ever love, i bleed to laugh.gaps may there, i don't
know if i will take a new stance.
bye.i love u.kiss u with sight.
power and left weak part on my body indifferet any direction.i stayed
awake lately,and review my breaking-heart love with the girl likely in
family name of fang(square) when she was a sophermore in nankai unv.
and when i prepared my master degree entrance exam there.i never
regret for my deep love to her but in the dawn today i felt its her
fault and weak not to offer her trust and responsiblity to our
flashing love.and i blame all girls passed by me just left me a clue
of their fondness and emptiness and single so far. for them don't love
indeed.they love cozy life to avoid facing loneliness and cold dark in
human life and human knowledge in universe.i felt i thought with my
own truth i encountered in quite some harsh moments including my broke
down in nankai unv.. love is the most cherished gift of god, but
loneliness was the truth of routine life.i felt only i can live with
loneliness will i live with my pride and glory of my own.i needn't
god's attending, god's know my suffering in the end.he or she also
endures loneliness.what can soothe thirst for fresh flesh of girl,what
can cure the simplicity of the universe.i also got a glimpse to all my
baby's mother's attitude to me and my possible attitude to the
world,near and far,a change to attest myself.i want to change in a
pulse but i calmed to obey the silence and null rule.in doubt i
heading to my baby's mother's home and i decked a internet cafe here
half way to enjoy my interest group here.if i afford,i can live in
indifferece.if i ever love, i bleed to laugh.gaps may there, i don't
know if i will take a new stance.
bye.i love u.kiss u with sight.
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还我河山
你在清贫中呆得太久了
你分不清月色的石子和清癯的星
眸子的星芒浮于薄霭
厌倦的兽眼阴雨中低低沉吼
Monday, November 06, 2006
sunny day mostly.
i laid myself on bed listening music radio all the afternoon.dogs
biting from all directions,forcing me to change my poise
frequently.last night they let me restless through this way and force
me to defense.later i got up to urine and when i returned i heard some
beautiful music consoled me for my anxious on ur company with me.after
dinner i arrived here the cafe farer from the dorm zone and again
being bited heavily.but that forced me to concentrate on reading a
google group entitled 'mind's eye' which very informative.i got a
glimpse to the smart people of human and enchanted by the dilemma of
intelligence.i known by instinct its a good forum but till today i
started to read it.
bye,i fighted to curb my expenditure on the web.i budget to spend 2
yuan a day on internet.
i love u.kiss u.hope u a nice day.
biting from all directions,forcing me to change my poise
frequently.last night they let me restless through this way and force
me to defense.later i got up to urine and when i returned i heard some
beautiful music consoled me for my anxious on ur company with me.after
dinner i arrived here the cafe farer from the dorm zone and again
being bited heavily.but that forced me to concentrate on reading a
google group entitled 'mind's eye' which very informative.i got a
glimpse to the smart people of human and enchanted by the dilemma of
intelligence.i known by instinct its a good forum but till today i
started to read it.
bye,i fighted to curb my expenditure on the web.i budget to spend 2
yuan a day on internet.
i love u.kiss u.hope u a nice day.
almost cloudy except sometimes faint sunshine
i got up at 8:54 am.last night i went to bed after 10:30 pm but the
neighbor hooligan kept crowing and spying and biting lately.at first i
just let it go for convinient but later i settled to defense
myself.nothing special when i fell into sleep.
now the sunshine outside of the door is brighter.i just busy with
downloading some stuff for my pda.last night my account in myspace.com
was err-prone and can open.but now its open.i really felt much obliged
for myspace crew,for they r so promptly to recover my home there every
time.i m surer my account being hacked for times.its also my first
blog outside of china.even i can't find time to browse for friends
there but i did find my beloved there,jamie even she refused to let me
love here.this morning and last night she appeared in my mind eyes for
some time.i hope still she can offer me a chance to know her.
bye.i love u.kiss u.
neighbor hooligan kept crowing and spying and biting lately.at first i
just let it go for convinient but later i settled to defense
myself.nothing special when i fell into sleep.
now the sunshine outside of the door is brighter.i just busy with
downloading some stuff for my pda.last night my account in myspace.com
was err-prone and can open.but now its open.i really felt much obliged
for myspace crew,for they r so promptly to recover my home there every
time.i m surer my account being hacked for times.its also my first
blog outside of china.even i can't find time to browse for friends
there but i did find my beloved there,jamie even she refused to let me
love here.this morning and last night she appeared in my mind eyes for
some time.i hope still she can offer me a chance to know her.
bye.i love u.kiss u.
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还我河山
你在清贫中呆得太久了
你分不清月色的石子和清癯的星
眸子的星芒浮于薄霭
厌倦的兽眼阴雨中低低沉吼
Sunday, November 05, 2006
almost full sunny day.
after posted in yiyou(righteous friend,but it left me quite poor
impression when last time all front seats occupied and i haunted inner
seat but traced by a man liked a bodyguard when i glimpsed into a room
when there majiang players likely gambling),i decided to see my baby
son for the sunshine so loveable.when i arrived my baby was in sleep
and so was the old woman.the sound i unlocked the door woke my baby up
and i holding him to play then.soon the son of his mother's aunt
arrived and my baby played him own.so i started to sort my sd card of
my pda.l finished it after 3 am,spending 2 more hours,and i held my
baby out to receive his mother.the sunshine turned weak.we entered the
school now that the side door was open.my baby stepped on heaps of
yellow leaves and smiled.later i held him to south garden to buy a bag
of rice biscuit as he shown interest on the ditched bag of food among
the leaves.we almost spent an hour in the winds and really felt the
power of winter chill.when we again approached the teaching building
of the school his mother catched us up from our back.she had returned
to home.she complained i let my baby's ears reddened for chill.she
started to tutor a girl student and the son of her aunt.i continued
restoration of her notebook till the old woman held my baby approached
me again.then i shut down the pc and played with my baby.the
atmosphere was dirty and i had to turn on tv to watch woman volleyball
but my baby soon turned off the tv.the girl student soon left but the
son of the aunt kept asking question to my baby's mother and i had to
break in to have dinner.the son of the aunt had dinner there but i
found the rice ran short.i felt the dirty atmosphere was from the
son,whose name including peng in chinese consisted of two moons and
when i recognized it he finished his dinner and left.i played with my
baby with his mother awhile then i left and docked here to write to u.
its not so bad a day after all.i felt now i m surer that i can cope
the dirty wills from the surrounding and even surer god's will to let
me through after all these projecting from the common persons in the
common society setting.
bye.i love u.like sands on beach,tiny while mounted to mountain
number.kiss u with brightness.
impression when last time all front seats occupied and i haunted inner
seat but traced by a man liked a bodyguard when i glimpsed into a room
when there majiang players likely gambling),i decided to see my baby
son for the sunshine so loveable.when i arrived my baby was in sleep
and so was the old woman.the sound i unlocked the door woke my baby up
and i holding him to play then.soon the son of his mother's aunt
arrived and my baby played him own.so i started to sort my sd card of
my pda.l finished it after 3 am,spending 2 more hours,and i held my
baby out to receive his mother.the sunshine turned weak.we entered the
school now that the side door was open.my baby stepped on heaps of
yellow leaves and smiled.later i held him to south garden to buy a bag
of rice biscuit as he shown interest on the ditched bag of food among
the leaves.we almost spent an hour in the winds and really felt the
power of winter chill.when we again approached the teaching building
of the school his mother catched us up from our back.she had returned
to home.she complained i let my baby's ears reddened for chill.she
started to tutor a girl student and the son of her aunt.i continued
restoration of her notebook till the old woman held my baby approached
me again.then i shut down the pc and played with my baby.the
atmosphere was dirty and i had to turn on tv to watch woman volleyball
but my baby soon turned off the tv.the girl student soon left but the
son of the aunt kept asking question to my baby's mother and i had to
break in to have dinner.the son of the aunt had dinner there but i
found the rice ran short.i felt the dirty atmosphere was from the
son,whose name including peng in chinese consisted of two moons and
when i recognized it he finished his dinner and left.i played with my
baby with his mother awhile then i left and docked here to write to u.
its not so bad a day after all.i felt now i m surer that i can cope
the dirty wills from the surrounding and even surer god's will to let
me through after all these projecting from the common persons in the
common society setting.
bye.i love u.like sands on beach,tiny while mounted to mountain
number.kiss u with brightness.
brightest morning in early winter.
so god didn't offer me a snow in my anticipation but a bright morning
instead.i got of at 8:45 am and waited awhile for my pda charging.then
i went to to sort my pda to avoid spying eye around in the dorm and
even so it was hanged for 2 times and flash card wrecked a time.i
walked in the sunshine in the treeyard in the dorm zone awhile till
lunch time.my radio newly found beijing's radio titled 'voice of
china' which now live talk about Mout.huang of anhui prov.,eastcentual
china.the authority desperately to broadcast its crying for attention
to save his problem.it also broadcast 'voice of huaxia' and another
'voice' of somewhat.yesterday they gathered heads of africa to leak
its troubled water.
last night i dreamed accompanied with a middle aged man,an
enterprineur likely againing his first basin of gold from his being
secretary of china youth league when in college.he made a product
conbining cell phone,tv and some gadget now evades me,imported idea
from foreign western world.he boast his human resource expertise to
handle 2 of his staff,all from their graduate to be skilled.when he
picked me to return to home, we saw two moons in the sky and i left
his car and watched the 2 moons on the ground while he left.
last night dogs bited me lately.the islamic africa part gathering in
beijing these day also pested me.however,i felt into sleep and sound
till morning.i felt assured about my soundness when i saw the
sunshine.
i have it.god and my kindom.i love u.kiss u with sunshine.bye.dogs
biting in the cafe.
instead.i got of at 8:45 am and waited awhile for my pda charging.then
i went to to sort my pda to avoid spying eye around in the dorm and
even so it was hanged for 2 times and flash card wrecked a time.i
walked in the sunshine in the treeyard in the dorm zone awhile till
lunch time.my radio newly found beijing's radio titled 'voice of
china' which now live talk about Mout.huang of anhui prov.,eastcentual
china.the authority desperately to broadcast its crying for attention
to save his problem.it also broadcast 'voice of huaxia' and another
'voice' of somewhat.yesterday they gathered heads of africa to leak
its troubled water.
last night i dreamed accompanied with a middle aged man,an
enterprineur likely againing his first basin of gold from his being
secretary of china youth league when in college.he made a product
conbining cell phone,tv and some gadget now evades me,imported idea
from foreign western world.he boast his human resource expertise to
handle 2 of his staff,all from their graduate to be skilled.when he
picked me to return to home, we saw two moons in the sky and i left
his car and watched the 2 moons on the ground while he left.
last night dogs bited me lately.the islamic africa part gathering in
beijing these day also pested me.however,i felt into sleep and sound
till morning.i felt assured about my soundness when i saw the
sunshine.
i have it.god and my kindom.i love u.kiss u with sunshine.bye.dogs
biting in the cafe.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
dark day
i got up at 8:11am.last night dogs bited lately and let me had to went
to lavatory room to shit after 3 or 4 am.when i went there i met a
girl leaving in the corridor.i had the full day indoor with my baby
except a break for showering in common bathroom where i was alone in
the room to shower.in the morning the ground was somewhat
wet,indicating last night was dirty around me and i was cleaned by the
frizzle.my baby's mother allowed to leave home after 9 am so we
gathered awhile.i cared my baby playing until he slept on my shoulders
near 11 am.when i felt can't bear i shifted to hug him to let him
sleep.he woke up near 11:30 am and peacefully sat on my laptop to
watch tv.its rare for him for he always likes to play around.at lunch
he ate less and played around the table for some time.his grandmom
also there.after lunch i shown his mother i works on settling her
accounts on youtube and played alone on the web after she left and
slept.i soon fed up with slow speed of surf experience and found my
baby peacefully in his grandmom's arms to play.so i left to
shower.when i returned i met his mother leaving for shower.i held my
baby playing in the rest of afternoon.when his mother returned we
played with him together and let him laugh a lot.i left till i felt
gloomy on my odyssey for my second marriage.
the starsea cafe locked my pc just after some minutes after i login to
my google and i burst to the short girl who always troubled my usage
of pc here.
bye. days and nights i fighted for u,i don't know what a course i m in
but i forever stay.
i love u.kiss u.
tonight likely to snow as i gladly predicated several days ago.its
would be uncomparable blessing.
to lavatory room to shit after 3 or 4 am.when i went there i met a
girl leaving in the corridor.i had the full day indoor with my baby
except a break for showering in common bathroom where i was alone in
the room to shower.in the morning the ground was somewhat
wet,indicating last night was dirty around me and i was cleaned by the
frizzle.my baby's mother allowed to leave home after 9 am so we
gathered awhile.i cared my baby playing until he slept on my shoulders
near 11 am.when i felt can't bear i shifted to hug him to let him
sleep.he woke up near 11:30 am and peacefully sat on my laptop to
watch tv.its rare for him for he always likes to play around.at lunch
he ate less and played around the table for some time.his grandmom
also there.after lunch i shown his mother i works on settling her
accounts on youtube and played alone on the web after she left and
slept.i soon fed up with slow speed of surf experience and found my
baby peacefully in his grandmom's arms to play.so i left to
shower.when i returned i met his mother leaving for shower.i held my
baby playing in the rest of afternoon.when his mother returned we
played with him together and let him laugh a lot.i left till i felt
gloomy on my odyssey for my second marriage.
the starsea cafe locked my pc just after some minutes after i login to
my google and i burst to the short girl who always troubled my usage
of pc here.
bye. days and nights i fighted for u,i don't know what a course i m in
but i forever stay.
i love u.kiss u.
tonight likely to snow as i gladly predicated several days ago.its
would be uncomparable blessing.
Friday, November 03, 2006
pale day.
last night i spent almost 4 or 5 hours in a internet cafe to customize
my youtube account.in the dawn i returned to the dorm after machine
dogs heavily hacked the net and let all proxy i can find blocked.i can
access my blogger account.i tried several pc and likely all pcs within
the cafe under the monitor of machine dogs.a more wider possiblity is
that all chinese internet cafe under cops' spy.china no doubt a socity
under tightened surveillance of the dictator,but i didn't know its
scope and depth.
i got up after 12 am.and laid on bed till 4 pm.then i went to starsea
cafe again to finished my work rest.the blogger still can't be
accessed.i had to wait.
i more and more enjoy the cyber life,living history based on the
warehouse of the .com service.but the chinese dog just lagged behind.
bye.i love u.kiss u with dusts.
my youtube account.in the dawn i returned to the dorm after machine
dogs heavily hacked the net and let all proxy i can find blocked.i can
access my blogger account.i tried several pc and likely all pcs within
the cafe under the monitor of machine dogs.a more wider possiblity is
that all chinese internet cafe under cops' spy.china no doubt a socity
under tightened surveillance of the dictator,but i didn't know its
scope and depth.
i got up after 12 am.and laid on bed till 4 pm.then i went to starsea
cafe again to finished my work rest.the blogger still can't be
accessed.i had to wait.
i more and more enjoy the cyber life,living history based on the
warehouse of the .com service.but the chinese dog just lagged behind.
bye.i love u.kiss u with dusts.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
faint sunshine in the morning,paled out in the afternoon.
last night i worked lately to 9:40 pm.i even attempted to continue my
work after i exchanged daily bless with my son and his mother.but i
held back myself for i want to share free time with my baby and his
mother next morning.his mother said she would be free this morning,and
last morning she held my baby to eat out kentuky fried chicken.i more
or less enjoy publicity with my son.so i regret didn't go over
yesterday.
this morning i woke up at 8:01 am and got up at once.last night the
boss of the starsea cafe haunted in my mind for quite some time.when i
left he upstairs to meet me and i know he monitored me for a long
time.they belongs to dogs union.
my baby received me near the door.soon his mother suggested to haunt
outside and we went to south garden and we started to shot our
baby.some old parents holding their grandsons there showing their
admires to us and my son's mother shared my baby's biscuits with them
but i didn't.for i promised my baby not to disperse his food with
anyone.
in the afternoon the railway telcom arrived 2 staff, a man and a woman
last time visited us to handle our adsl installation,upon our
complains for the too low speed of adsl.they just shown me the adsl
modem's interface to show its downward speed is 2m,but didn't resolve
our problem of slow surfing.i later doubting the woman staff a
intelligence worker of the state security bureau.the man blamed my
firewall and even suggest me surfing without firewall.after them
left,i spent 2 more hours to upload a 200KB video files to youtube.com
but failed thousand times.my baby slept on my shoulder in advanced and
later let the old woman shifted to bed.i held my baby to receive his
mother after 6:30 pm and had a nice time in the entrance of the
classroom building of the school.
i spent 2 hours here to register my family members youtube accounts
and let them working.
bye.i love u with bareness.kiss u with drips of winter leaves.
work after i exchanged daily bless with my son and his mother.but i
held back myself for i want to share free time with my baby and his
mother next morning.his mother said she would be free this morning,and
last morning she held my baby to eat out kentuky fried chicken.i more
or less enjoy publicity with my son.so i regret didn't go over
yesterday.
this morning i woke up at 8:01 am and got up at once.last night the
boss of the starsea cafe haunted in my mind for quite some time.when i
left he upstairs to meet me and i know he monitored me for a long
time.they belongs to dogs union.
my baby received me near the door.soon his mother suggested to haunt
outside and we went to south garden and we started to shot our
baby.some old parents holding their grandsons there showing their
admires to us and my son's mother shared my baby's biscuits with them
but i didn't.for i promised my baby not to disperse his food with
anyone.
in the afternoon the railway telcom arrived 2 staff, a man and a woman
last time visited us to handle our adsl installation,upon our
complains for the too low speed of adsl.they just shown me the adsl
modem's interface to show its downward speed is 2m,but didn't resolve
our problem of slow surfing.i later doubting the woman staff a
intelligence worker of the state security bureau.the man blamed my
firewall and even suggest me surfing without firewall.after them
left,i spent 2 more hours to upload a 200KB video files to youtube.com
but failed thousand times.my baby slept on my shoulder in advanced and
later let the old woman shifted to bed.i held my baby to receive his
mother after 6:30 pm and had a nice time in the entrance of the
classroom building of the school.
i spent 2 hours here to register my family members youtube accounts
and let them working.
bye.i love u with bareness.kiss u with drips of winter leaves.
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| From warren with h... |
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
indoor modifying my googlepages all afternoon.
i spent all afternoon in the starcafe to modify my googlepage at
http://benzillar.googlepages.com .dog's blocking some resource quite
irrigating but i finsihed it.at noon i felt quite unease about my
spending last night(in the middle the pc hacked and reboot and lost
all my works after half and an hour,so i spent another hour to
suppliment it) and today exceed my budget. but i admitted its my need
and god sees my effort to discipline.i will stayed in the dorm all the
evening,not spending a coin here.i like google,if i can do something
to satisfy myself i would do it with google.
bye.i love u.kiss u with teeth and tease.
http://benzillar.googlepages.com .dog's blocking some resource quite
irrigating but i finsihed it.at noon i felt quite unease about my
spending last night(in the middle the pc hacked and reboot and lost
all my works after half and an hour,so i spent another hour to
suppliment it) and today exceed my budget. but i admitted its my need
and god sees my effort to discipline.i will stayed in the dorm all the
evening,not spending a coin here.i like google,if i can do something
to satisfy myself i would do it with google.
bye.i love u.kiss u with teeth and tease.
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